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Erratically Shifting Realities Create Reawakening

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I can’t recall another year when the weather was cooler at this time of year; this morning, after hurricane Ian, it seems in the early seventies. Energies remain intense keeping many awakened humans somewhat confused with body heaviness one day and aches, and pains the next, along with the extreme exhaustion we know so well. Moving through these times is much easier when focused on caring for ones self while listening to the Higher Self within that always guides unerringly. Upon waking, for the fourth or fifth time today, at dawn, I became aware of the inability to hold onto any stream of thought. “There’s nothing to cling to,” I thought for the umpteenth time. A message begins after I silently agree to document it….

“The time of gradually shifting realities within the consciousness of the awakened is now gone as shifting of realities continues to occur rapidly, moving one from one state of consciousness to the next before the time to settle in a conscious stream occurs. Know that as these times continue to erratically replace the steady consciousness stream of each unique individual upon a crumbling earth system exacerbates, it is always best to maintain composure, to seek disclosure of only the highest state of awareness, which exists within each human host.

“Know that as the crumbling New Earth continues to rapidly change, dismantling all old systems of thought, the actions of those now within those systems of thought continue to crumble…

“Know that as these times continue to change the thought systems of all awakened, of all struggling within the consciousness of the unawakened, and of all those individuals on the cusp of awakening, cosmic energies… and it is best to remain in a neutral state, consciously aware of what may be referred to as the ‘uppermost consciousness’, the true beingness within…”

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5D Living: Walking Your Talk

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Clearly, the gap between what appears as physical reality worlds has never been more evident to people tapped into their personal and the Collective Soul Plan. Today’s experience was a true example of this anomaly and that’s why I’m sharing it to assist those on this particular path.

Never being one to blindly follow ‘rules’, there’s always a knowing of another way beyond the one many people take, and with this thought in mind, after a five-year gap, I decided to make an appointment to get eyeglasses replaced. This is after fleetingly delving into the Bates teachings, which clearly state that vision has nothing to do with the eyes but is a brain function, and the brain can be trained to see clearly without eyeglasses. As one diagnosed with three incurable conditions, along with multiple other medical issues, of course, all treatable with THIRTEEN pharmaceuticals, and HAVING RID THE BRAIN AND BODY OF ALL CONDITIONS AND PHARMACEUTICALS, I know the Bates method has value. But, at this point there’s only so much time to do the practices involved when one is not fully in the state of mind necessary to rid the brain again of illusory issues (for all here is ultimately illusion, but I have as a soul chose this physical experience and expression). And then there’s the fact that brain synapses change daily with help from unprecedented Cosmic activity, but that’s another ‘story’.

Anyways, upon phoning the eye doctor with my 16-year old 3G cell phone, I was informed that in order to make an appointment I had to enter the online portal to fill out all my information. As a 35-year old ‘patient’ of this privately owned facility, I noted that all my information was already known. But, again, I was told by this new employee that it needed to be put into the ‘online portal’ before making an appointment, making it easier for insurance purposes and to adhere to the new ‘rule’ (a ‘rule’ that came into effect during the so-called global pandemic).

The appointment was made, surely with the employee’s understanding that I’d be entered into the system in two days during my appointment. The cell phone, as usual, was turned off, until intuition led me to turn it back on the next day to find three text and three voice messages all from the eye doctor’s facility, and all asking for medical insurance confirmation. Of course, upon phoning the office and not having insurance that they took, I agreed to pay the costs out-of-pocket. Lucky me! The eye exam was on sale!

At the scheduled appointment time, again, the receptionist informed me that it was necessary to transfer all my information into the ‘online portal’ before the doctor would agree to see me. She tried to hand me what I’ve avoided since its availability, a commonly used i-pad.

“Ah Ha” my egotic brain noted, “the capture of eye and finger prints”!

A reminder of the shear outrage and frustration felt during one of my daughter’s medical appointments, where all information was entered into a computer, instead of written on paper as when I worked in the field, rose.

“No thank you,” I said, and proceeded to stand my ground. “I will not be in your “online portal system.”

“Well, the doctor won’t see you then,” the younger woman replied without blinking, but now becoming a bit confused. “Do you want me to cancel your appointment?”

Having reviewed the visit in my mind’s eye before it occurred, I knew all was well as the eye doctor then popped out of his office between patients to be informed by the receptionist. After learning that I had NO medical conditions and saw NO medical doctors, he conferred with his father, the owner of this facility who filled the eyeglass prescriptions. I was soon led into the exam room and treated with the utmost care and respect.

Upon securing the new eyeglass prescription, and, as usual, asking for the new lenses to be placed in my old eye glass frames, I again faced the facility with another ‘rule’ to break, that of recycling eye glass frames. The owner’s wife in this lovely family business appeared in a quandary, moving her attention from a toddler who insisted in engaging her in colorful puzzles to me. She finally spoke with her husband who literally left his usual enclosure filling prescriptions to take care of my needs.

I continued to be treated with the utmost care and respect, and when apologizing for changing their routine was told not to worry, all is well. On Wednesday I expect to pick up my new bifocals and prescription Ray Bans.

And that is how living a 5D life in a 3D world is done!

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…While we ponder the events occurring on our planet as well as the cosmic forces that are sending enormous amounts of LIGHT such as solar flares, coronal mass ejections, etc., let us consider our connection to SOURCE…. 

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Life Atoms Abandoning Ship

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Unprecedented geomagnetic activity continues along with global changes such as floods in the desert, volcanoes and earthquakes in more areas than usual…

Theosophical teachings note the human form consists of life atoms… incoming life atoms more suited to the body’s ever-changing DNA.

This process greatly accelerates with heightened Cosmic activity and, for what seems as a ‘me’, in the wee hours of the night when atmospheric layers disappear (see The Tipping Point video on this website), occasionally includes these graphically stated signs: sudden bouts of coughing; sudden, repeated sneezing followed by ….

…For those unfamiliar with Theosophical teachings allow me to merely note that as humans we experience time and space using numerous bodies/vehicles of consciousness, the most familiar of which are the physical, etheric and astral states.

… to move humanity into previously unexperienced states of awareness and body consciousness….

…we are not here to escape life in a time/space continuum but to morph our consciousness, to surpass it by moving into multidimensional bodies of consciousness, states of awareness while still seeming to be in a physical form. We are here to transcend, to experience and express multidimensionality as a new normal state of being….

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Key To Well-Being

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As many times before, the computer begins to act erratically, today just at the time when I think I’m done preparing a class, and done with what I refer to as ‘brain’ activities for the day. This time…

“Things are really a hotbed of drama now for all on earth, but let it not cause alarm as those with higher vibrations continue to dwell in their own serene world unaffected by what the masses seem to experience….

“… remain in the consciousness that gives you the joy, the health, the well-being you as a soul came to experience at its fullest extent….

“Care for yourself, as no other individual or entity will ever know what truly occurs within your own consciousness…. to the extent that meets their own purposes. Remember as things continue to erupt violently in the world that you alone are responsible for your own experience, so don’t become a victim in your own mind, but know you, at any point, can make a decision to improve life as you know it….

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“After Death…Communications, WOW!” By Sharon Ann Meyer.

After Death…Communications, WOW! holds after-death communications, messages for humanity, that seemed to come from my beloved daughter, Wendy Olivia Wright, who took her own life on 12/4/15. She relates many messages concerning suicide and transitions, soul evolution, spiritual growth, the earth game, and global transformation. Allow these words to comfort, inform and inspire you!

There is much happening that cannot be explained, nor ignored, so continue to focus on the BIGGER picture! Stay hydrated with good quality SPRING water, if you can get it, rest as needed, and eat wholesome organic foods. Consider, and play your role with intention for the highest good of ALL.
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Incorporating Truisms Into The Illusion

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One must be careful while moving about what seems as the life as a human to always be aware that incorporating truisms is always available, via concise monitoring of the seven keys available to everyone. Each key holds several aspects of consciousness and is not singularly responsible for manifestation, but with the other keys holds the ability to change ones view of life in new ways, unheard or envisioned in other ways or means. Each key (reaction, response, emotion, thought, word, deed, neutrality) becomes persistently available in consciousness as one moves about daily circumstances via the focus of attention, whether conscious or unconscious.

Merely by maintaining a focus consistent with what one wishes to experience will assist in molding ones experience in a more life-affirming manner. For instance…

Humans are gifted with the ability to tap into varied frequencies of awareness in an instant, and that ability now becomes more available via persistent Cosmic energies lifting electromagnetic veils of illusion. All one need do is…

 

Now, on to another facet of the human diamond… Each human holds the ability to become a co-creator regardless of what may be referred to as past experience or expression. Due to various circumstances now occurring within and upon earth, choices are opening up to all aspects of the illusion for it is not, nor was there ever, a steady state of consciousness within the learning game. Frequencies continue to …

Keeping the focus on ones own frequency, raising that frequency at every circumstance by changing the focus of attention to life-affirming emotions and thoughts makes …

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Oops

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Looking out the windows of my lovely two-story apartment, one cannot avoid seeing consequences of rash decisions. Since I live in a senior community there are many people who, even now, continue to wear masks, despite numerous so-called miracle shots with so-called 95% efficacy, and so-called safe and effective for use, and those people, quicker than ever before, are the ones that continue to pass into another state of energy.

Many years ago, while studying the Science of Mind, taking classes, and continually changing my state of perception, there were numerous times when certain teachings became cemented in the brain I refer to as my own. One of these times, as mentioned in my third book, Lightworker’s Log: Transformation, occurred upon hearing of Ken Wilber’s work, which uses quadrants of thirteen to describe human development. Different mindsets held within humanity are clearly displayed in this community, alas, based on what I recall of Wilber’s work, they seem focused on the lower levels of awareness…particularly for those who continue to follow government rules to keep their jobs.

Each person that makes their transition here always leaves behind an apartment of belongings, some, being hoarders, have many, many possessions, some have very few, but all apartment contents are left for disposal by a duly appointed relative or friend documented on paper with each yearly lease renewal. Those who have not completed the required document, perhaps not having a relative or friend to honor with this duty, face the consequence of having their beloved possessions tossed into the garbage, for life must go on, rules must be followed, and new tenets must be in place within a certain time frame. Therefore, every single possession is broken down, bagged up, and carelessly tossed into the garbage bin. I know this because I see it on what seems now a weekly to monthly basis. Scores and scores of what could be ‘good stuff’ to those in need is quickly disposed of, regardless of whether it’s old or new, regardless of what caused the transition. And just to be clear, this procedure has been in place for many, many years, not just three or four.

So, remember what you think is precious enough to purchase and keep for an uncertain future could be carelessly tossed away in short order (I’d say ‘in the blink of an eye’ but that would be inaccurate for viewing the process from my windows I see it sometimes takes hours for the maintenance crew to break-down and haul stuff into the garbage bin.). Ponder this, think of loved ones and those in need, and consider cleaning house in a different way.

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Queer, Competing Dualistic Frequencies

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“Frequencies within what appears as each unique human being continue to change at a rapid pace as various energies compete for position. These dualistic energies stem from multiple frequencies within the existing realm of humanity’s current experience, and also extending beyond the current human experience, and reaching below, if the term may be used, to hold humanity within denser frequencies of what may be referred to as a historic past.

“As these multiple frequencies continue to compete at an ever increasing pace, those wishing, those aware, those striving to eliminate denser frequencies must do so both in what appears as the physicality of the human body and in the mind, the beliefs, the habits that seem so comfortably set holding one in a dense frequency, which imprisons not only the mind but the body as well.

“Cosmic energies bombarding earth at this time are beyond the scope of understanding; and yet, these helpful frequencies allow one’s body to let go of denser energies through a purging and cleansing process unlike any known to date. As humanity continues to move through this process of competing, dualistic energies, each unique human holds the free will choice to choose which frequencies are best for the enrichment of its soul; and yet, this free will choice can be tampered with a rewiring process within not only the physical form itself, but stemming as from what appears as outside forces not willing to achieve higher frequencies disallowing the harnessing of power for but a few.

“The unfolding consciousness from what seems as within each human form shall continue for many years beyond the current forms on earth at this time. Those unique humans now moving forward, lessening the body’s density, raising the frequencies to achieve greater accomplishments than ever known to man at any time, shall further pave the way for the future humanity to come. This futuristic humanity shall feature a much less denser form more in tune with the ethereal form humanity first took on to experience and express upon a globe called earth.

“Know that as this process continues to unfold, the dualistic competing energies will continue to come to a head. Although as a unique human one strives to know the timing of completion, this timing holds no particular end point, for each unique soul, encased in each unique form, upon earth now moves through the process uniquely.

“That is all this frequency, known to the channel as the White Winged Consciousness Of Nine, has to report at this time.”

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Making Sense Of Today’s World

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Absurd seems to best describe the world as I look around today, and making sense of it all, for what seems as a ‘me’, involves multidimensional concepts. This seeming physicality has experienced its share of meditation and trying to ignore world events, but this seems impossible as long as one needs shelter and food to survive. And so, moments of revelations from other people who now play their soul’s role are very much welcome. After watching the video below today’s world will become much more understandable, and, perhaps, cause thought about playing yet another evolutionary soul role.

Making Sense ~ Right-click on link below, choose “Save Link As” and share as guided!

http://lightworkerslog.com/video/2022/Making_Sense.mp4

I cannot stress enough the value of being aware of what ‘s occurring on multiple levels of Consciousness by tapping into your own source of Ageless Wisdom, avoiding manipulation, and inspiring yourself with material that raises the body’s frequency! Perception is EVERYthing, Frequency, rate of Vibration, and it is all easy to tap into in the Silence of Meditation. Examples of a multidimensional HU-man’s life are in “Multidimensional Living: Moving Beyond Astral Adventures” (y)

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Standing By

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“As propensities and perceptions continue to change at an accelerated pace upon Mother Earth there are many who wait in the wings to assist, harbingers of the New Earth, the Earth of Oneness and Light. Each harbinger carries a unique frequency held in the lei lines and coalesced within the grid of humanity.

“Knowing this truth, those now waiting in the wings can be assured, guidance continues; support is always available; ready-made plans await those ready to step up to the plate of assistance for those still lost in the Matrix of learning what is through what is not.

“Be assured, those humans waiting in the wings are plentiful, more than enough to quell the questions, to answer the call to awareness of Truth; ye are gods in matter on a quest to become awakened to what you truly are.”

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NEVER Before!

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Never before in the history of humanity have we experienced the purging, clearing, cleansing and transmuting that occur constantly now. In this time of massive change, we are moving through states of awareness quicker than many can even begin to comprehend, and currently during a geomagnetic storm of intensity (G3) unmatched by any I’ve felt to date, we are all sensing this change in one way or another. Earth’s density is slowly and painstakingly dissipating as Cosmic energies continue to bombard us bringing up outdated ways of living of being.

For what seems as a ‘me’ in a physical body it has been a most arduous time, with this recircuiting period now lasting more than a week, of gross physical maladies, but thankfully uninterrupted, somewhat, by what seems as outside forces in the guise of other people. I have come to recognize the lack of family or personal relationships as gifts, contracts agreed to as souls, to allow this period of great unfolding.

Nothing is outside, it is all within waiting to unfold at the appropriate time, and for me, this process has continued at a rapid pace since Wendy’s suicide. As a human mother it is not pleasant to hear, “The last of your distractions have been removed,” but that is exactly what popped into my brain after her physical death. As she noted in her suicide note, “I am so sorry, but I will not be a burden on anyone…” and so as one of her many, many, very valid issues, she decided to leave the earth on her own terms. And it is only now, more than six years after her transition that I am able to face what I know that happened and piece together bits of what I didn’t know at the time of occurrence.

Wendy had a good job at a Fortune 500 company at which she was insured to the hilt, but after losing her job and the ability to pay for the medical, dental, life, short-term and long-term disability insurance, and the ability to fight for herself, she lost it all. In the blink of an eye, all the coverage and many, many doctors, which may not have even been aware of what each physician was prescribing were gone. HIPPA requirements made it impossible to fight for her. But even while she had the coverage it in no way assisted in her recovery but detrimentally exacerbated her physical, mental, and emotional health.

Sadly, the majority of her ills were caused by pharmaceutical drugs, from the pain killers such as Percocet and Vioxx that caused dead bowel — wrongly diagnosed as Crohn’s disease — to investigational drugs, the first of which, Lupron, caused massive migraines, tinnitus and gross delusions lasting for many months. As noted in her suicide note, “This was not just about the mess my life is in right now. It’s more about my physical and mental health deteriorating very quickly. The crohn’s diesease diagnosis was bad enough. There is no cure. They have already cut a portion of my bowel out. If I had continued to live, during the course of my future they would continue to chop it out piece by piece until I was shitting into a bag. Everything I eat, even drink, is painful. That is no way to live. It’s torture every hour of every day….”

“…I was given a shot of Lupron for my endometriosis which I was suffering from at the time. I was told that it was still in the testing phase but there were no known side effects at the time. That night, I suffered a horrible migraine. I took alleve and went to sleep. When I woke up the next morning, I had the tinnitus. After having numerous tests done, MRI, hearing tests, etc. they diagnosed me with just the tinnitus, nothing wrong with the brain.
I believe that shot of Lupron and the tinnitus that followed was an omen of things that are happening now. I have never in my life suffered from any mental illness of any kind. I believe that I have what is known as Lewy Body Dementia. These are the symptoms that I have been suffering from or have suffered from during the last 12 months. Beginning with balance issues during exercise and yoga. My left foot dragging and tripping myself when I am walking. Changes is thinking and reasoning. Confusion and alertness that varies from one moment to the next or day by day. VISUAL HALLUCINATIONS AND DELUSIONAL THINKING WHICH LASTED FOR 4 MONTHS!!”

The full prescribing Revised March 2020 information for LUPRON DEPOT notes, among many, many more adverse side effects: headache/migraine, depression/emotional lability, delusions, memory disorder, personality disorder, suicidal ideation and attempt, and Neuromuscular Disorder.

Of course, adverse side effects, particularly the migraines and delusions, resulted in even MORE misdiagnoses, MORE multiple, now mental hospitalizations, and more investigational drugs. The last injected investigational drug, INVEGA SUSTENNA, caused numerous conditions such as significant memory loss, neurological (her entire body shaking as in gross disruption making it difficult to function) and other disorders along with what she referred to as a two inch gap in her brain, stemming all creativity and genius expressed during earlier years of life. (By the time she agreed to this treatment suicide was already planned and she just agreed to be injected to get released from the mental hospital.)

The full prescribing Revised June 2017 information for INVEGA SUSTENNA notes, among many, many more adverse side effects: akathisia, extrapyramidal disorder, tardive dyskinesia, motor and sensory instability, impaired judgment, thinking or motor skills, psychotic disorder, schizophrenia, tremor, vertigo, skin and subcutaneous disorders, and headache. It is not approved for use in patients with dementia-related psychosis.

She lasted two days upon getting a new and better job. “…I forgot how to do the job. How to do math, set up a computer, make phone calls. All of these things overwhelmed me just thinking about doing them. The worst? The loss of my personality. The loss of my emotions. Nada. Nothing there, nobody is home anymore. I am a shell. A body. IN HELL EVERY MOMENT OF EVERY DAY AND NIGHT. There is no cure for what I have. Physically or mentally. It will only continue to get worse. I will continue to live in hell, torturous hell for the rest of my life. That is not life. That is not being alive. THAT IS NOT LIVING. I DO NOT WANT TO SUFFER ANYMORE. I DO NOT WANT TO LIVE ANYMORE. I WILL NOT BE A BURDEN ON MY FAMILY OR TO ANYONE. And the system can’t fix me. There is no cure…”

And yet, while doing everything she would allow me to do with or for her—which was much less than what I as a physical mom wanted to do—and through observing the changes as she lived with other family members, and after her transition, I knew it was not my charge to get distracted from my soul’s role and take on the medical industry, but to remain steadfast in creating, bringing in light and sharing breadcrumbs from a greater state of awareness, while maintaining the ability to see all states of awareness as soul experience and expression.

“…I can not live in continued suffering for any of you and it would be wrong and selfish of you to ask me to do that. Are you thinking this was selfish of me to take my own life? I believe it’s the most unselfish thing I could have done for all of you. Would you have liked to continue to watch me deteriorate? Who would have been taking care of me? That’s the point. I am suffering no more, I am sorry for the pain you will feel with my death. But everyone dies. I just chose to go on my own terms and peacefully. There is no better death then going to sleep and not waking up. That is the death you would wish on the people you love… I’m just sorry that I had to go before you all but I believe it is the right thing for all of us. They can only really diagnose brain disease during an autopsy so please, have them check me for it during mine. I am at peace with the decision I have made. I am ready, have been for a few months now…”

It is now clear that this is the time to come clean, to tell SOME of her tragic story. As humans we each are here to play a role during this dismantling of the old world systems. Please consider your unique role and be grateful for those that make that role possible to unfold the process of mass awakening for all humanity.

“…Again, I am sorry for the pain you must be feeling with my passing. But I am not sorry for no longer being alive. I had a great life! I worked hard, had a great family and good friends before this brain injury started taking my life away from me…. Please do not feel guilty, none of you. No one could have stopped me from ending my life when I chose to do so…. “

“This was my decision and it’s not because of depression. It’s because it will never get better for me. Only worse. My health, physical and mental is why I chose to do this. I felt no pain at the end. I was not afraid. I do not have second thoughts. I had a drink and went to sleep, that’s all. I love you all, be there for each other…But with my deteriorating mind, she would have been taking care of me. I love you all and I am sorry, but don’t mourn me long because I am free!”

Lest you think this is an odd occurrence, here is a report from yet someone else: …23 year old woman with an unknown neurological condition died ‘suddenly and unexpectedly’ in her sleep (memories of WOW!). The standing Committee on Health, Aged Care and Sport have been hearing from Australians who have felt neglected and ignored after seeking help for long Covid or adverse effects to the Covid jabs. The inquiry was told that Amy Segdwick died “suddenly and unexpectedly” in her sleep in April last year after she experienced negative side effects from the P vac . …. Amy noticed she had (what sounds as the same experience WOW had after expermental drugs injected) numbness in her feet and became unbalanced over the month in between vac cines. … had trouble standing and walking… (Bottom line: be careful in the world of seeking outside yourself for experts because side effects are regular and rampant.)

PLEASE be aware that EVERY synthetic substance has side effects and if you must take them at the very least get a full package insert (info up to only 2017) from the pharmacy to see what the side effects may be. AND, recall that energy flows where attention goes!

Speak up if you feel the need to do so, step up and be counted as making a positive difference in the world. EVERYTHING is now coming to the surface to be revealed and cleared…

And so with that being noted, and also revealing that when prompted to journal I NEVER end up writing about what I originally thought, I will outline what this physical body experienced during these last ten days so that anyone who follows this Path will know they are not alone. Keep in mind, we will continue to experience these periods of ‘bumping up’, never staying too long in any state of awareness, UNLESS we succumb to the sick-care system currently being dismantled.

DISCLAIMER: Follow your own source of comfort and wisdom seeking care from experts that do not exacerbate conditions.

Full Body Reset Signs: Keep in mind symptoms normally increase during increased geomagnetic activity, full moons, Equinoxes, Solstices, planetary alignments, etc. For me, they changed within a day or three (sometimes alleviated with herbs and supplements), except for the profound exhaustion…
Light Activation Symptoms are listed in the book.

 

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