Making Sense Of Today’s World

Absurd seems to best describe the world as I look around today, and making sense of it all, for what seems as a ‘me’, involves multidimensional concepts. This seeming physicality has experienced its share of meditation and trying to ignore world events, but this seems impossible as long as one needs shelter and food to survive. And so, moments of revelations from other people who now play their soul’s role are very much welcome. After watching the video below today’s world will become much more understandable, and, perhaps, cause thought about playing yet another evolutionary soul role.

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Soul Evolution After Physical Death: Book Excerpt

As more and more people leave the planet due to physical death it remains vitally important to know that not only is there life after death (in yet another form or formless state), but that there’s no need to hang around in astral states of consciousness.

Enjoy this book excerpt from After Death Communications…WOW!

Soul Evolution After Physical Death

 

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Varied Earth Frequencies

Mass consciousness continues to progress through the throes of moving into a New Earth already birthed and available, already occupied by many that go before others to pave the way to greater consciousness. As more of humanity continues to move through the birthing process, to push through the birth canal into greater Light, intensities of chaos shall continue to increase. Intensities of greater Light, brought forth via Cosmic energies, continue to supersede those chaotic bouts of mass consciousness pushing further through veils of sleep.

It is only through the forward movement of mass consciousness that the New Earth shall be known to all upon her. Ever respecting free will, the experience and expression of each unique soul in each unique human form, serves one best while moving through this process. It is for some people of a more sensitive nature a most arduous process causing many physical body system adjustments.

These adjustments may come in the form of gross intestinal distress, of body aches and pains in certain areas that are not willing to move forward, that are letting go or not willing to let go of older habits and ways. Although, for the soul, these physical body parts are pure illusion, the earth game does include metaphysical reasons for body ills such as those identified by Louise Hay. For instance, hip discomforts: inability to move forward; knee maladies: fear, inflexibility, inability to bend, to move with changes and let go of outdated habits, ways, and beliefs.

Know that as this process of mass consciousness awakening to its spiritual nature continues, many people shall continue to choose to leave the planet. It is not for one to judge but to merely allow the experience and expression of each unique human form.

Days and nights appear to move quickly, but for those with a firm footing upon the New Earth, in the higher frequencies of existence of humanity’s unique constitution, shall experience different frequencies and expressions wholly unlike those not willing to move forward in consciousness.

It is only through allowing the misthoughts, erratic energies, the disarray to flow through, and out, knowing it is but a result of the change in frequencies, which allows one to fully avoid the chaotic misuse of free will upon earth.

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Frequencies Increase Awareness And Opportunities

“Every upset during your day can lead you to a greater awareness of truth, of love, of light. It is only through these upsets, these changes of awareness, that one can learn different perspectives, frequencies, if you will, within the atmosphere of what appears as the life of a human.

“Know that as these days continue to unfold for many in what seems as a fury of chaos and confusion, there are others who live within the serenity of peace, love, calmness unruffled by any circumstance placed before them. Knowing this truth can create an oasis, a serene place where one may dwell within their own consciousness, their own thought system without the intrusion of chaos and confusion.

“Recall that each world of each human is built second by second with the reactions, emotions, thoughts, words, and deeds of such human. The change in these methods of creation always results in a change within the experience of each human.

“Further change continues to unfold as those ready to make their transition to wholeness and peace in an entirely new life, untainted by any force on earth or within earth, continues at rapid pace. For those remaining within the spectrum, the consciousness frequency of earth, prepare in readiness to accept further influxes of frequencies from within the current solar system of which you as a human live, and from frequencies beyond this solar system, to assist in peaking the awareness and opportunities available for each and every state of beingness, of frequency upon and within the earth.

“Know that as these times continue to assist those ready to transition to greater frequencies above and beyond earth, the mass awakening of those remaining upon and within earth shall continue to unfold at a rapid pace.

“We are the White Winged Consciousness Of Nine, a group of frequencies oscillating at a more rapid rate than human form, but having been human, in individual forms, know the ins and outs, if you will, of human life, and await your queries for guidance and support as earth continues to evolve into an even greater place for humans to experience and express their own beingness.”

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Collapsing Old Models And Paradigms

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“As Cosmic frequencies continue to oscillate and build, the collapse of old models and paradigms continue at rapid rates. Letting go of these time-worn models and old paradigms, old ways of living upon an old world, are now nearing completion within the time/space continuum known as the New Earth. Cosmic frequencies continue to change not only the earth and all upon and within the earth, all that lives, but all frequencies within this New Earth oscillate, waver and change unremittingly, rapidly, and vicariously. Compliments of Cosmic frequencies, the human form, and all forms within and upon the New Earth, also continue to oscillate, to waver in frequency and form as all dense matter continues to be replaced with lighter matter than ever before.

“Know that as these time-worn old models and paradigms continue to dismantle, it is, as always, in the best interest of those aware to maintain the higher frequency of neutrality, keeping awareness on the fulfillment of New Earth energies for all within this time/space continuum known as the New Earth. In coming days, the frequencies will continue to waver and oscillate unremittingly all through what may be referred to as the Lunar Eclipse in coming days, and beyond through the Summer Solstice, Autumn Equinox, and the Winter Solstice of your years 2022 and 2023. Maintaining the higher frequency, radiating the Love of which all things ultimately are, serves one best at this time.

“As old models and paradigms continue to dismantle, be it known that all frequencies within the time/space continuum, and beyond, continue to lighten in density, spiraling upward to lighter aspects of beingness experienced throughout the ages of evolution on the upward and downward spirals from the Atman of which each supposedly single human being form derives from and returns to.

“Again, it is in the best interest of all as these old models and paradigms dismantle to maintain frequencies of neutrality, of Love, and the Light that all things ultimately are.

“Reversing the course of humanity moves at a rapid pace in your 2022 as all systems fall to be rebuilt by the awakened ones who no longer agree to be led down the spiral of evolution by those unwilling to let go of power and control. It is with the utmost pleasure that we of higher realms watch this process unfold, for remember, we of higher realms are those now upon earth in what can be referred to as the ‘lower’ part of evolution’s spiral. Caution is advised to those awakened beings as the unawakened continue to try and frequent old habits, old models, old paradigms because this keeps them in the comfort zone to which they have become accustomed.

“Remember, the focus of attention determines the path traveled by each human in form upon your earth at this time. Move steadily along the path of Love and Light of the awakened; and know, as old time-worn systems that no longer serve the awakened crumble, we, the Higher Self’s, if you will, are unfolding within the consciousness of each human willing to undergo the uncomfortable process of awakening to change comfort zones.

“Recall as humanity moves forward through this process, it is not an overnight one. The timing of each step is crucial and the awareness of those awakened will peak during those times. At this time, during the Lunar Eclipse in your May, 2022, the course is now promptly changed. The path of those awakened is now brightened with Light and the Love held within each awakened human.

“We ask that all of humanity be patient during this process, for much chaos and confusion will continue to purge out of the darkness to be recognized and cleared. Focus only on the New Earth and the changes that each human is now called upon to make within it for the betterment of humanity as a whole.”

As many previous blogs, this one is included in Volume Six of my Book Of One : – ) series, in “Author’s Experience,” which also has personal notes. Book Of One :- ) Volume 5 holds many channels very pertinent to today’s world. Keep in mind that ordering books directly from authors stops the feeding of old world energies that steal from others to make money (Amazon sometimes does not report sales, takes nearly 2/3 of book sale profits, giving authors only 1/3 when it does report sales, and pays authors 60-90 days after sales.)

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Book of One Series

Book of One : – ) Volume 1

Book of One : – ) Volume 2

Book of One : – ) Volume 3

Book of One : – ) Volume 4


Book of One : – ) Volume 4 Lightworker’s Log helps humanity to deal with world events and body changes. It holds various insights, extraordinary experiences, notes signs of body changes for those choosing to evolve with Mother Earth and offers affirmations and conscious living tips. You’ll relate to this book deeply if you are beginning to awaken, have felt a connection to the Oneness of life and All That Is, or are aware that you are here to spread the Light of One. You’ll enjoy this book regardless of your state of awareness for it holds a wealth of information and ascension tools.

Book of One : – ) Volume 5
Book Of One : – ) Volume 5

This volume, Book of One : – ) Volume 5: Group Consciousness Messages helps readers to understand the role of higher realm Group Consciousness in humanity’s ascension. Inspiring messages from groups such as the White Winged Consciousness Of Nine, Lemurian Council Of Twelve and the Galactic Federation reach people in different states of wakefulness, while relating earth and ethereal events during humanity’s ascension. SAM also shares various extraordinary experiences making this volume an excellent bedside companion. You’ll enjoy this book regardless of your state of awareness for the messages within it serve as reminders from Home, relate current events, and hint at what’s ahead for humanity. This volume holds an Index to make finding topics of interest much easier.
Book Of One Volume 6:
Multidimensional HU-man Messages
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Earths Manipulated Geomagnetics

“Geomagnetics of earth continue to change putting all within and upon Mother Earth at risk for dis-ease in the forms of physical maladies, emotional upsets, and mental imbalances. As these geomagnetics continue to shift and change, it is in the best interest of those aware of these changes to cement their beingness by focusing upon the true aspects of their very own Self, for it is in the recognition of the true aspects of ones Self that one realizes it too is part and function of the earth.

“These geomagnetics continue to shift and change compliments of not only planetary energies, but, most unfortunately, compliments of those seeking more power and control over earth and her people. These manipulations have occurred for many decades of time and it is only with the cessation of this type of manipulative energy that those upon the earth shall be able to move forward more quickly in its task of evolution to the Oneness of BEing.

“As the geomagnetics of earth continue to affect humanity, know that staying within ones own field of energy, not venturing out to become ensnared in those false representations of nature brought about and manipulated by the power hungry few, one can remain within ones own state of consciousness, ones own field of energies, aware of what is occurring, and yet step aside to allow those needing to, and requiring to be affected by these energies, due to past misdeeds of their own, or lack of experience and expression. Those stepping aside to wait, if you will , until the geomagnetics of earth settle, as once again they shall without the manipulations of the power seeking humans, will secure the better future for humanity and offer a ripple effect throughout all space and time. This ripple effect has, unfortunately, been experienced by other spaces and times, even though it has taken place, was initiated, upon the earth.

“Know that as these times increasingly unfold throughout the gross misuse and abuse of energies causing the earth and all upon her to experience the emotional, mental, and physical upsets as herein described, the closure of humanity’s world will now open to assistance from galactics, so to speak, other spaces and times within the unfolding of Consciousness. It is through time to know the trueness of all BEingness for those not desiring another stint of earth life.

“We are the White Winged Consciousness of Nine and we are with you always, as an aspect of the channel through which we speak, guiding, assisting those who resonate with the cause of eliminating reembodying egos upon the earth.”

 

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Tipping Point Achieved

Taking the time to dwell on thoughts of Wholeness and Love serve one best at this time. As the world, the globe, continues to drastically change, it is in the best interest of all upon and within her to know: ‘Ye ARE GODS of matter,’ with the ability and tools to change not only what seems as yourself but the world as well to your liking, a utopia unknown to date. Securing this Garden of Eden, if you will, is easier than most can conjure within their minds. Securing this utopia, the perfect place, location, state of mind, is easy to achieve when the tipping point of many humans reaches its crescendo. The opportunity to reach that crescendo is now here as human after human joins the ranks of those in what is referred to as meditation, envisioning the Earth and all upon and within her filled with Love and the Light of Oneness.

The humanhood of humanity now changes to a greater degree of Wholeness, Truth and Harmony for all within and upon her upon achievement of this goal. Know that as those that meditate upon life-affirming principles continue to do so the shift is made easily, and even those not in a space of pure meditation, of pure mind, of Oneness, sense this change from the darkest reaches of duality to the more secure place, location, state of mind of Oneness, of Unity, of all upon and within the Earth.

Coming days shall fill with what may be referred to as increased chaos, confusion, and darkness, but let this not dismay the place, location, state of mind of those in the meditative state, for as each degree of Light is increased the chaos, confusion, and darkness of duality, of separation, struggles relentlessly to continue to exist. And yet, this existence is already dissipated in what may be referred as the greater, higher frequencies of vibrational existence upon and within Mother Earth.

Know that as each human form continues to let go of density to lift its very beingness to higher heights, state of awareness, if you will, all upon and within Earth share in this great achievement unknown to date not only on Earth, but within Earth and on any realm of existence within the time/space continuum.

We leave you now knowing this truth is already achieved, and we, as a group consciousness of the channel through which we speak remain ready, willing, and able to assist those not yet living from a state where the Higher Self supports, guides, protects and assists consciously the human form through which it lives and interacts.”

While meditating and envisioning a more life-affirming Earth, see within your minds eye, people laughing, hugging, shaking hands, playing, talking together in groups, planting and tending life-sustaining crops, building the New Earth for all upon and within her, happily, lovingly, and in unity, free from any limitation whatsoever. This is how we cement the New Earth. This is how we live upon the New Earth in a frequency of Wholeness, Truth, Harmony, Love, and total Unity, the Oneness of which we truly are.

Consider envisioning easy mind teleportation to resources within this New Earth that are freely available to all such as:

  • Elders gather with children for mutual sharing/learning;
  • Organic, life-sustaining crops are planted and tended;
  • Spring Water filled with natural untainted minerals and nutrients abounds;
  • Co-creators gather to manifest every life-affirming resource in Unity Consciousness;
  • Bartering remains unnecessary as all needs and life-affirming desires are easily met;
  • Sound and color Healing Temples;
  • Spiritual venues abound;
  • Recreational activities of every life-affirming kind;
  • Life-affirming arts and entertainment;
  • Education for all who desire it.

I cannot stress enough the value of keeping an inspirational book in print at bedside! Consider boosting your vibrational rate with the Book of One 🙂 Series.

Support your Self, a loved one or a friend by purchasing an inspiring bedside companion. Remember, a physical book in your hand cannot be erased digitally and is easier on the eyes and soul than gadgets.

Inspiring and meaningful, The Book of One : – ) Series holds channeled messages, the Author’s Experiences of higher realms and moving between 3D and 5D, ascension tools, ascension symptoms, affirmations, and conscious living tips to move through daily life. Inspire yourself today with a perfect bedside companion. As of April 2022 the Book of One : – ) Series consists of 5 books:

Book of One Series

Book of One : – ) Volume 1

Book of One : – ) Volume 2

Book of One : – ) Volume 3

Book of One : – ) Volume 4


Book of One : – ) Volume 4 Lightworker’s Log helps humanity to deal with world events and body changes. It holds various insights, extraordinary experiences, notes signs of body changes for those choosing to evolve with Mother Earth and offers affirmations and conscious living tips. You’ll relate to this book deeply if you are beginning to awaken, have felt a connection to the Oneness of life and All That Is, or are aware that you are here to spread the Light of One. You’ll enjoy this book regardless of your state of awareness for it holds a wealth of information and ascension tools.

Book of One : – ) Volume 5
Book Of One : – ) Volume 5

This volume, Book of One : – ) Volume 5: Group Consciousness Messages helps readers to understand the role of higher realm Group Consciousness in humanity’s ascension. Inspiring messages from groups such as the White Winged Consciousness Of Nine, Lemurian Council Of Twelve and the Galactic Federation reach people in different states of wakefulness, while relating earth and ethereal events during humanity’s ascension. SAM also shares various extraordinary experiences making this volume an excellent bedside companion. You’ll enjoy this book regardless of your state of awareness for the messages within it serve as reminders from Home, relate current events, and hint at what’s ahead for humanity. This volume holds an Index to make finding topics of interest much easier.
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Standing By

As propensities and perceptions continue to change at an accelerated pace upon Mother Earth there are many who wait in the wings to assist, harbingers of the New Earth, the Earth of Oneness and Light. Each harbinger carries a unique frequency held in the lei lines and coalesced within the grid of humanity.

Knowing this truth, those now waiting in the wings can be assured, guidance continues; support is always available; ready-made plans await those ready to step up to the plate of assistance for those still lost in the Matrix of learning what is through what is not.

Be assured, those humans waiting in the wings are plentiful, more than enough to quell the questions, to answer the call to awareness of Truth; ye are gods in matter on a quest to become awakened to what you truly are.

 

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Soul Transmigration

“The transmigration of souls continues to take place. The attempts to move these souls to the next planet of evolution, to Mars, continues as those called the elite attempt to yet continue, to maneuver, manipulate, and control the game. However, this transmigration of souls will not continue for too many newly departed humans, newly departed souls from earth, such as your Thich Nhat Hanh, become aware of this transmigration and serve to assist those souls in making the choice best suited for the evolution of the soul without limitation, corruption, or manipulation of other souls.

“Be aware that this is occurring and be aware that each soul has a choice to participate in this game, if you will, upon departing human form. Each soul also has the choice to move on to other causal realms, assisting humanity, or moving further along the process, assisting the souls of many no longer confused by what is occurring in what appears as physical and astral realms. Know that as all souls move forth in the process of evolution, the time to end limitation, manipulation, and control is here. No longer shall souls be manipulated into reentering the cycle of greed and gross abuse.

“We are the Sisters and Brothers of Light gathered in causal realms to report, to assist, to realign the evolution of all souls seeking evolutionary progress within the outer realms of space and time.”

I cannot stress enough the value of keeping an inspirational book in print at bedside! Consider boosting your vibrational rate with the Book of One 🙂 Series.

Support your Self, a loved one or a friend by purchasing an inspiring bedside companion. Remember, a physical book in your hand cannot be erased digitally and is easier on the eyes and soul than gadgets.

Inspiring and meaningful, The Book of One : – ) Series holds channeled messages, the Author’s Experiences of higher realms and moving between 3D and 5D, ascension tools, ascension symptoms, affirmations, and conscious living tips to move through daily life. Inspire yourself today with a perfect bedside companion. As of April 2022 the Book of One : – ) Series consists of 5 books:

Book of One Series

Book of One : – ) Volume 1

Book of One : – ) Volume 2

Book of One : – ) Volume 3

Book of One : – ) Volume 4


Book of One : – ) Volume 4 Lightworker’s Log helps humanity to deal with world events and body changes. It holds various insights, extraordinary experiences, notes signs of body changes for those choosing to evolve with Mother Earth and offers affirmations and conscious living tips. You’ll relate to this book deeply if you are beginning to awaken, have felt a connection to the Oneness of life and All That Is, or are aware that you are here to spread the Light of One. You’ll enjoy this book regardless of your state of awareness for it holds a wealth of information and ascension tools.

Book of One : – ) Volume 5
Book Of One : – ) Volume 5

This volume, Book of One : – ) Volume 5: Group Consciousness Messages helps readers to understand the role of higher realm Group Consciousness in humanity’s ascension. Inspiring messages from groups such as the White Winged Consciousness Of Nine, Lemurian Council Of Twelve and the Galactic Federation reach people in different states of wakefulness, while relating earth and ethereal events during humanity’s ascension. SAM also shares various extraordinary experiences making this volume an excellent bedside companion. You’ll enjoy this book regardless of your state of awareness for the messages within it serve as reminders from Home, relate current events, and hint at what’s ahead for humanity. This volume holds an Index to make finding topics of interest much easier.
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NEVER Before!

Never before in the history of humanity have we experienced the purging, clearing, cleansing and transmuting that occur constantly now. In this time of massive change, we are moving through states of awareness quicker than many can even begin to comprehend, and currently during a geomagnetic storm of intensity (G3) unmatched by any I’ve felt to date, we are all sensing this change in one way or another. Earth’s density is slowly and painstakingly dissipating as Cosmic energies continue to bombard us bringing up outdated ways of living of being.

For what seems as a ‘me’ in a physical body it has been a most arduous time, with this recircuiting period now lasting more than a week, of gross physical maladies, but thankfully uninterrupted, somewhat, by what seems as outside forces in the guise of other people. I have come to recognize the lack of family or personal relationships as gifts, contracts agreed to as souls, to allow this period of great unfolding.

Nothing is outside, it is all within waiting to unfold at the appropriate time, and for me, this process has continued at a rapid pace since Wendy’s suicide. As a human mother it is not pleasant to hear, “The last of your distractions have been removed,” but that is exactly what popped into my brain after her physical death. As she noted in her suicide note, “I am so sorry, but I will not be a burden on anyone…” and so as one of her many, many, very valid issues, she decided to leave the earth on her own terms. And it is only now, more than six years after her transition that I am able to face what I know that happened and piece together bits of what I didn’t know at the time of occurrence.

Wendy had a good job at a Fortune 500 company at which she was insured to the hilt, but after losing her job and the ability to pay for the medical, dental, life, short-term and long-term disability insurance, and the ability to fight for herself, she lost it all. In the blink of an eye, all the coverage and many, many doctors, which may not have even been aware of what each physician was prescribing were gone. HIPPA requirements made it impossible to fight for her. But even while she had the coverage it in no way assisted in her recovery but detrimentally exacerbated her physical, mental, and emotional health.

Sadly, the majority of her ills were caused by pharmaceutical drugs, from the pain killers such as Percocet and Vioxx that caused dead bowel — wrongly diagnosed as Crohn’s disease — to investigational drugs, the first of which, Lupron, caused massive migraines, tinnitus and gross delusions lasting for many months. As noted in her suicide note, “This was not just about the mess my life is in right now. It’s more about my physical and mental health deteriorating very quickly. The crohn’s diesease diagnosis was bad enough. There is no cure. They have already cut a portion of my bowel out. If I had continued to live, during the course of my future they would continue to chop it out piece by piece until I was shitting into a bag. Everything I eat, even drink, is painful. That is no way to live. It’s torture every hour of every day….”

“…I was given a shot of Lupron for my endometriosis which I was suffering from at the time. I was told that it was still in the testing phase but there were no known side effects at the time. That night, I suffered a horrible migraine. I took alleve and went to sleep. When I woke up the next morning, I had the tinnitus. After having numerous tests done, MRI, hearing tests, etc. they diagnosed me with just the tinnitus, nothing wrong with the brain.
I believe that shot of Lupron and the tinnitus that followed was an omen of things that are happening now. I have never in my life suffered from any mental illness of any kind. I believe that I have what is known as Lewy Body Dementia. These are the symptoms that I have been suffering from or have suffered from during the last 12 months. Beginning with balance issues during exercise and yoga. My left foot dragging and tripping myself when I am walking. Changes is thinking and reasoning. Confusion and alertness that varies from one moment to the next or day by day. VISUAL HALLUCINATIONS AND DELUSIONAL THINKING WHICH LASTED FOR 4 MONTHS!!”

The full prescribing Revised March 2020 information for LUPRON DEPOT notes, among many, many more adverse side effects: headache/migraine, depression/emotional lability, delusions, memory disorder, personality disorder, suicidal ideation and attempt, and Neuromuscular Disorder.

Of course, adverse side effects, particularly the migraines and delusions, resulted in even MORE misdiagnoses, MORE multiple, now mental hospitalizations, and more investigational drugs. The last injected investigational drug, INVEGA SUSTENNA, caused numerous conditions such as significant memory loss, neurological (her entire body shaking as in gross disruption making it difficult to function) and other disorders along with what she referred to as a two inch gap in her brain, stemming all creativity and genius expressed during earlier years of life. (By the time she agreed to this treatment suicide was already planned and she just agreed to be injected to get released from the mental hospital.)

The full prescribing Revised June 2017 information for INVEGA SUSTENNA notes, among many, many more adverse side effects: akathisia, extrapyramidal disorder, tardive dyskinesia, motor and sensory instability, impaired judgment, thinking or motor skills, psychotic disorder, schizophrenia, tremor, vertigo, skin and subcutaneous disorders, and headache. It is not approved for use in patients with dementia-related psychosis.

She lasted two days upon getting a new and better job. “…I forgot how to do the job. How to do math, set up a computer, make phone calls. All of these things overwhelmed me just thinking about doing them. The worst? The loss of my personality. The loss of my emotions. Nada. Nothing there, nobody is home anymore. I am a shell. A body. IN HELL EVERY MOMENT OF EVERY DAY AND NIGHT. There is no cure for what I have. Physically or mentally. It will only continue to get worse. I will continue to live in hell, torturous hell for the rest of my life. That is not life. That is not being alive. THAT IS NOT LIVING. I DO NOT WANT TO SUFFER ANYMORE. I DO NOT WANT TO LIVE ANYMORE. I WILL NOT BE A BURDEN ON MY FAMILY OR TO ANYONE. And the system can’t fix me. There is no cure…”

And yet, while doing everything she would allow me to do with or for her—which was much less than what I as a physical mom wanted to do—and through observing the changes as she lived with other family members, and after her transition, I knew it was not my charge to get distracted from my soul’s role and take on the medical industry, but to remain steadfast in creating, bringing in light and sharing breadcrumbs from a greater state of awareness, while maintaining the ability to see all states of awareness as soul experience and expression.

“…I can not live in continued suffering for any of you and it would be wrong and selfish of you to ask me to do that. Are you thinking this was selfish of me to take my own life? I believe it’s the most unselfish thing I could have done for all of you. Would you have liked to continue to watch me deteriorate? Who would have been taking care of me? That’s the point. I am suffering no more, I am sorry for the pain you will feel with my death. But everyone dies. I just chose to go on my own terms and peacefully. There is no better death then going to sleep and not waking up. That is the death you would wish on the people you love… I’m just sorry that I had to go before you all but I believe it is the right thing for all of us. They can only really diagnose brain disease during an autopsy so please, have them check me for it during mine. I am at peace with the decision I have made. I am ready, have been for a few months now…”

It is now clear that this is the time to come clean, to tell SOME of her tragic story. As humans we each are here to play a role during this dismantling of the old world systems. Please consider your unique role and be grateful for those that make that role possible to unfold the process of mass awakening for all humanity.

“…Again, I am sorry for the pain you must be feeling with my passing. But I am not sorry for no longer being alive. I had a great life! I worked hard, had a great family and good friends before this brain injury started taking my life away from me…. Please do not feel guilty, none of you. No one could have stopped me from ending my life when I chose to do so…. “

“This was my decision and it’s not because of depression. It’s because it will never get better for me. Only worse. My health, physical and mental is why I chose to do this. I felt no pain at the end. I was not afraid. I do not have second thoughts. I had a drink and went to sleep, that’s all. I love you all, be there for each other…But with my deteriorating mind, she would have been taking care of me. I love you all and I am sorry, but don’t mourn me long because I am free!”

Speak up if you feel the need to do so, step up and be counted as making a positive difference in the world.

And so with that being noted, and also revealing that when prompted to journal I NEVER end up writing about what I originally thought, I will outline what this physical body experienced during these last ten days so that anyone who follows this Path will know they are not alone. Keep in mind, we will continue to experience these periods of ‘bumping up’, never staying too long in any state of awareness, UNLESS we succumb to the sick-care system currently being dismantled.

DISCLAIMER: Follow your own source of comfort and wisdom seeking care from experts that do not exacerbate conditions.

Full Body Reset Signs: Keep in mind symptoms normally increase during increased geomagnetic activity, full moons, Equinoxes, Solstices, planetary alignments, etc. For me, they changed within a day or three (sometimes alleviated with herbs and supplements), except for the profound exhaustion:

TMJ; unusually low appetite; inability to sleep; extreme thirst and subsequent elimination of worn out life atoms through water; Extreme exhaustion; Massive body aches and pains; headache; left ear ringing; sinus stuffiness; waking repeatedly to visually see the field tingling with activity; bouts of heightened, recircuiting brain activity—seeing with closed eyes what appears as brain neurons firing in new ways; breathing oddly— in through the nose, out through the mouth, making noises as if birthing a child; extreme body heat and subsequent chills; feeling shaky upon rising; impaired blurry eyesight; periodically hacking yellow gook (NO lower congestion NOR breathing difficulty); aches and pains in alternate hips; watery eyes; stuffiness in the right side of the upper nose–bridge area; stuffiness breaking up and eliminating through nose blowing of lots of mucous; periodic sneezing; seeing flashes of light during the night; increased nerve fiber activity.

Take heart, this too shall pass…

I firmly believe this whole episode is just a clearing, cleansing and transmuting of old, worn-out life atoms that are all now being replaced by newer ones more in tune with the incoming life atoms that are more suited to assist this HU-man to carry more light and finish its mission of One. It is all part of The Divine Plan, and, despite it all, I am very grateful to be here on what seems as planet earth in a physical form, to play a life-affirming role.

 

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