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Conscious Creation

One cannot be too redundant when it comes to repeatedly noting that the 7 keys of manifestation build the world. They are emotions, thoughts, words, deeds, responses, reactions and neutrality.

What Do You Feed?

PLEASE be careful using these magic keys for they do produce and sustain the world in which you as an individual and we as a mass consciousness exist within. As noted repeatedly in the Book Of One 🙂 we are all aspects of All That Is, was, and ever shall be, and what we do causes a ripple effect in the field of Consciousness.

Honing Your Energy Field

PLEASE pay particular attention to what you feed your mind with, things you read, listen to or watch, PARTICULARLY before bedtime, for EVERYTHING carries over into the sleeping state within the astral realm in which our consciousness goes to every night (for those of us who actually sleep ;-)), AND it is where our consciousness resides AFTER physical death!

In any event, you may wish to listen to inspirational material before bedtime, and that is one of the reasons for the audio publication of Book Of One Volume 1 (subsequent volumes are to be placed on audio as well, whew!)  Book Of One : -) Volume 1 (Lightworker’s Log) is now available to RAISE body vibrational rates for purchase on Audible, iTunes and Amazon. A pure, heart-felt 6 Hours and 19 minutes of inspirational channeled communications! The audio book is $19.95 OR currently 99 cents with membership. EnJOY!

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No matter what you read, watch, listen to or do, PLEASE continue to take daily time to tap into your own Beloved Source of wisdom, which lies inside each and every one of us!

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BUCKLE UP!

As we continue to raise planet earth’s vibration much occurs that needs recognition in order to clear it, so BUCKLE UP! It doesn’t hurt to stock up on food and water if you can do so…

Daily or at least once a year you may want to enVISION your perfect world. The World Healing Meditation helps to do this. Expanding Light (a meditation) helps to raise your body’s vibrational rate.

Being aware of our multidimensionality helps greatly to remain calm and out of the mass consciousness. And global and/or local meditation/prayer groups are a great way to do this. Many such groups are available to join in consciousness with synchronistic meditation and prayer. Remember, we came to lift this planet and do so with each positive thought, and positive thoughts made by many people manifest much more quickly. Here are a few meditation/prayer groups, in no particular order, to consider:
https://www.heartmath.org/gci/
https://www.facebook.com/TheNextStepAstrology
https://www.massmeditate.org
http://www.sandrawalter.com/unity
https://www.welovemassmeditation.com

If you are not yet ready to join a group to meditate or pray you can still make a positive difference this way (click on link). Also, After Death Communications…WOW! offers many messages for humanity to assist us as we continue to uplift humanity. Follow this site and the Facebook page for updates on the latest project: an audio version of Book of One 🙂 Volume 1 (Lightworker’s Log)

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Gifts In Everything!

There are gifts in everything that occurs and we need only change our perception to recognize them!  Click Here to Enjoy this excerpt from After Death Communications…WOW!
Remember, it is humanity’s ability to love that breaks through the veil of deceit experienced while on the earth realm!
Incoming frequencies continue to make communication from other frequencies possible! Click here to read a book excerpt about this from Book Of One 🙂
After Death…Communications, WOW!

Description: This life is a journey of awakening to humanity’s true nature and yes, for me, it includes what seems to be the loss of not one but both of my beloved children. My son left his physical form via a tragic motorcycle accident on I-95 in the wee hours of a Palm Sunday morning. The date was 4/4/04 and my journey of awakening to our true nature arrived as we then communicated. His sister’s graduation to life, on the other side of this veil we have become accustomed to living behind, spurred me further toward the Oneness consciousness of which we truly are.

After Death…Communications, WOW! is the thirteenth book in the “Lightworker’s Log Book Series.” It holds after-death communications, messages for humanity, that seemed to come from my beloved daughter, Wendy Olivia Wright, who took her own life on 12/4/15. She relates many messages concerning suicide and transitions, soul evolution, spiritual growth, the earth game, and global transformation. Allow these words to comfort, inform and inspire you!

Support your Self or a loved one by purchasing an inspiring bedside companion. Remember, a physical book in your hand cannot be erased digitally and is easier on the eyes and soul than gadgets. Many multidimensional experiences are documented throughout the “Lightworker’s Log Book Series”.

Employing Theosophical Concepts

Employing theosophical concepts is as simple as moving through earth life to tap into many dimensions of consciousness, sometimes simultaneously. This example of moving through several months of bedlam in broken systems shows how it’s done and offers some valuable teachings. Those who arrived here by following the link on The Theosophical Society in Miami website need know that this is a shared personal experience and it does not necessarily reflect the views nor positions of the Deerfield Beach Branch where it was presented or The Theosophical Society Of America.

There were many gifts gained from this experience. Two were those of alerting people working within broken systems of current inadequacies, and learning of the many beautiful humans well aware of this while remaining within its confines to assist other people in the best way possible.

Download by right-clicking on link http://lightworkerslog.com/video/2024/TS-Helps-To-Deal-With-Bedlam.mp4 and “Save Link As”

Support your Self or a loved one by purchasing an inspiring bedside companion. Remember, a physical book in your hand cannot be erased digitally and is easier on the eyes and soul than gadgets. Many multidimensional experiences are documented throughout the “Lightworker’s Log Book Series”.
Support those who support you in a positive, life-affirming way. If you value the information received please consider balancing receiving and giving with a cash or gift card donation sent via postal mail to SAM, P.O. Box 39385, Fort Lauderdale, FL 33339-9385.

Train To Awakening

Hardly a day goes by when I don’t consider the possibilities abounding within the ethers of forgetfulness, and those unseen helpful realms of existence within the Mind of One. And yet, those realms, as everything else are illusion, not even ethereal in nature but clearly, now to me, non-existent. However, since I do have the privilege of seeing past, future, and current possibilities it sometimes seems selfish to not share a bit about what could come if one does not pay attention.

Yes, I am still and will continue to be floating in and out of the astral world until the time comes when my own essence decides its time to finally be reborn in physicality.

In any event, I want to address the world as I see it today, a place of GREAT possibility and even greater disaster if one does not pay attention to the clues all around them. As a soul in the ethers of astral consciousness it is easy to see how many people are being locked into a box of limitation and woe, unable to move forward with plans or even unable to think of them. I’ve been there, and did that…

People have got to start waking up to the fact that there are still many souls not on board the train to awakening with liberty, justice, and abundance for all. People have got to start thinking for themselves rather than allow someone else to make major decisions for them. Yes, it starts with little things, and soon escalates into an inferno of uncertainly and confusion until one just gives up and allows this to happen. So today I’d like to offer some ways to avoid this state of affairs.

First and foremost, one must keep what can be referred to as the energy within their field their own. Stop taking on other people’s energy by being around those people who have no clue about what’s going on or those with negativity. I can see negativity like a cloud surrounding them. One way to determine if someone is filled with ill intent is to consider the bottom line: what is the end result of you taking their advice? Will it help them to build their bank account? Will it take you into a spiral of never-ending visits to so-called authorities who also do not have a clue as to what is occurring? I am trying to be evasive about this, but I will say, there are many so-called authorities behind the scenes that are pulling the strings of finance, food systems, medical systems and other governmental systems to take advantage of humanity.It becomes easy to see how the downward spiral unfolds as each person adds to the mass hysteria to follow outdated or even what are referred to as ‘new rules’ of conduct.

Beware in days ahead, and beyond, and watch for clues to alert you that the corralling of people into limiting systems continues, and it is merely by taking responsibility for ones own thoughts, situations and decisions that the downward spiral does not occur.

I am Wendy Olivia Wright and still around to assist as asked (and sometimes, as today, to interrupt mom’s work to deliver a message).

SAM’s Note: Today WOW’s energy disrupted computer work by adding and deleting typed words on the desktop computer until I payed attention to bring this communication through… Many more messages for humanity are in After Death Communications…WOW!

Physical Loss And Sorrow

Today’s blog share comes with the knowing that others will be assisted through the sharing of experience, the transition news of another family member, the first of five siblings, which came as expected hours after hearing it from a daughter who departed via suicide in 2015 (see https://samiamproductions.com/wp/never-before/). Having communication with what some would refer to as ‘dead people’ since a departed son’s transition in 2004, there was no reason to disregard the heads-up. This time the news came as a welcome relief, for being keenly aware of this beloved sister’s suffering who was constantly ‘cared for’ by the inept broken medical system, it is now wonderful to know she no longer suffers.

Mary Jane’s soul spark was dimmed beginning with the first prescription of mind-altering drugs causing diabetes, multiple prescriptions causing a lowered quality of life creating gross side effects including inability to eat with pleasure, surgeries that included the insertion of foreign objects in her heart and knees, and this last episode of kidney failure due to various prescriptions and injections.

Moving through the sorrow of losing a loved one can be prolonged when stuck in a closed mind set so it’s always wise to consider other points of view (see https://samiamproductions.com/wp/soul-choices-move-humanity-forward and https://samiamproductions.com/wp/soul-evolution-after-physical-death/ and https://samiamproductions.com/wp/harvest-wayshowers-come-forth/). Remember, everything is ENERGY that continue to change, and when it’s time to leave a physical form we are greeted and escorted by those loved in this and other lives just as Mary Jane was!

Of course living in a 5D state of consciousness, it also comes as no surprise that news of Mary’s transition came while I was repairing a book cover, which had been on my list to do for several weeks. And knowing there are no coincidences but synchronicities to be followed, I open the book to find its first offering pertinent to today’s news. Enjoy the following book excerpt “The Flame Of Sorrow” from: Tradition And Revolution by J. Krishnamurti:

We were walking in the open gardens near a huge hotel. There was a golden blue in the western sky and the noise of the buses, cars went by. There were young plants full of promise, watered daily. They were still building, creating the gardens and a bird was hovering in the sky, fluttering its wings rapidly before it plunged to the earth; and in the east, there was the nearing of the full moon. What was beautiful was none of these things but the vast emptiness that seemed to hold the earth. What was beautiful was the poor man with his head down, carrying a small bottle of oil.

Krishnamurti: What does sorrow mean in this country? How do the people in this country meet sorrow? Do they escape from sorrow through the explanation of karma? How does the mind in India operate when it meets sorrow? The Buddhist meets it in one way, the Christian in another way. How does the Hindu mind meet it? Does it resist sorrow, or escape from it? Or does the Hindu mind rationalize it?

Questioner P: Are there really many ways of meeting sorrow? Sorrow is pain – the pain of someone dying, the pain of separation. Is it possible to meet this pain in various ways?

Krishnamurti: There are various ways of escape but there is only one way of meeting sorrow. The escapes with which we are all familiar are really the ways of avoiding the greatness of sorrow. You see, we use explanations to meet sorrow but these explanations do not answer the question. The only way to meet sorrow is to be without any resistance, to be without any movement away from sorrow, outwardly or inwardly, to remain totally with sorrow, without wanting to go beyond it.

P: What is the nature of sorrow?

Krishnamurti: There is personal sorrow, the sorrow that comes with the loss of someone you love, the loneliness, the separation, the anxiety for the other. With death there is also the feeling that the other has ceased to be, and there was so much that he wanted to do. All this is personal sorrow. Then there is that man, ill-clad, dirty, with his head down; he is ignorant, ignorant not merely of book knowledge, but deeply, really ignorant. The feeling that one has for the man is not self-pity, nor is there an identification with that man; it is not that you are placed in a better position than he is and so you feel pity for him, but there is within one the sense of the timeless weight of sorrow in man. This sorrow has nothing personal about it. It exists.

P: While you have been speaking, the movement of sorrow has been operating within me. There is no immediate cause for this sorrow but it seems like a shadow, always with man. He lives, he loves, he forms attachments and everything ends. Whatever the truth of what you say, in this there is such an infinitude of sorrow. How is it to end? There appears to be no answer. The other day you said in sorrow is the whole movement of passion. What does it mean?

Krishnamurti: Is there a relationship between sorrow and passion? I wonder what sorrow is. Is there such a thing as sorrow without cause? We know the sorrow which is cause and effect. My son dies; in that is involved my identification with my son, my wanting him to be something which I am not, my seeking continuity through him; and when he dies all that is denied and I find myself completely emptied of all hope. In that there is self-pity, fear; in that there is pain which is the cause of sorrow. This is the lot of everyone. This is what we mean by sorrow.

Then also there is the sorrow of time, the sorrow of ignorance, not the ignorance of knowledge but the ignorance of one’s own destructive conditioning; the sorrow of not knowing oneself; the sorrow of not knowing the beauty that lies at the depth of one’s being and the going beyond. Do we see that when we escape from sorrow through various forms of explanation, we are really frittering away an extraordinary happening?

P: Then what does one do?

Krishnamurti: You have not answered my question, “Is there, a sorrow without cause and effect?” We know sorrow and the movement away from sorrow.

P: You have talked of sorrow free of cause and effect. Is there such a state?

Krishnamurti: Man has lived with sorrow from immemorial times. He has never known how to deal with it. So he has either worshipped it or run away from it. They are both the same movement. My mind does not do either, nor does it use sorrow as a means of awakening. Then what takes place?

P: All other things are the products of our senses. Sorrow is more than that. It is a movement of the heart.

Krishnamurti: I am asking you what is the relationship between sorrow and love.

P: They are both movements of the heart.

Krishnamurti: What is love and what is sorrow?

P: Both are movements of the heart, the one is identified as joy and the other as pain.

Krishnamurti: Is love pleasure? Would you say joy and pleasure are the same? Without understanding the nature of pleasure, there is no depth to joy. You cannot invite joy. Joy happens. The happening can be turned into pleasure.

When that pleasure is denied, there is the beginning of sorrow.

P: At one level it is so, but it is not so at another level.

Krishnamurti: As we said, joy is not a thing to be invited. It happens. Pleasure I can invite, pleasure I can pursue. If pleasure is love, then love can be cultivated.

P: We know pleasure is not love. Pleasure may be one manifestation of love but it is not love. Both sorrow and love emerge from the same source.

Krishnamurti: I asked what is the relationship between sorrow and love? Can there be love if there is sorrow – sorrow being all the things that we have talked about?

P: I would say “yes”.

Krishnamurti: In sorrow, there is a factor of separation, of fragmentation. Is there not a great deal of self-pity in sorrow? What is the relationship of all this to love? Has love dependency? Has love the quality of the “me” and the “you”?

P: But you talked of passion……

Krishnamurti: When there is no movement of escape from sorrow then love is. Passion is the flame of sorrow and that flame can only be awakened when there is no escape, no resistance. Which means what? – Which means, sorrow has in it no quality of division.

P: In that sense, is that state of sorrow any different from the state of love? Sorrow is pain. You say when in that pain there is no resistance, no movement away from pain, the flame of passion emerges. Strangely in the ancient texts, kama (love), agni (fire), and yama (death) are said to be the same; they are placed on the same level; they are all identical; they create, purify and destroy to create again. There has to be an ending.

Krishnamurti: You see, that is just it. What is the relationship of a mind which has understood sorrow and therefore the ending of sorrow? What is the quality of the mind that is no longer afraid of ending, which is death?

When energy is not dissipated through escape, then that energy becomes the flame of passion. Compassion means passion for all. Compassion is passion for all.
https://www.jkrishnamurti.org/content/dialogue-1-new-delhi-12th-december-1970-%E2%80%98-flame-sorrow%E2%80%99

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A Few Words About The “Lightworker’s Log Book Series”
Many people are realizing that life on earth is not all it appears to be. As some people, Sharon Ann Meyer (aka SAM) became more aware of this fact upon the transition of her son. She was guided to publish a book about family power games four years later in 2008. Now guided to quickly assist humanity, as if on an unknown schedule, SAM then published a book every year for the next fifteen years. The “Lightworker’s Log Book Series” unfolds as SAM reveals each step of her way to spiritual awakening. Each book in the series relates multidimensional experiences coupled with increasing awareness of greater states of the reality in which humanity functions. This multi-dimensionality can be confusing if not clearly identified as such and is now being experienced by many people at increasing rates. Her thirteenth book “After Death Communications…WOW!” consists of channeled material seeming to come after her daughter’s chosen transition.

The entire “Lightworker’s Log Book Series” assists those who are beginning to realize there is more to life than previously thought. The series offers verification, inspiration, and timely tips to help humanity move though the Matrix to FREEDOM from limitation. Later books in the series are more in tune with those already awakened and well on the path. As of October 2023, the “Lightworker’s Log Book Series” consists of 19 books.
We are each a piece of the matrix puzzle and upon sharing open up possibilities to meet and compare notes with similar minds to boost the frequency of everything and everyone. Consider and play your role with intention for the highest good of ALL.
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5D Living: Physical Loss Bereavement

Enjoy this FULL excerpt from Proficient Wisdom Scratching The Surface: Lightworker’s Log

While viewing the third video of my Egyptian adventure and working on the next book a surprise comes at the end. Footage of a birthday trip WOW graciously agree to take with me plays of the time we spent in St. John. “Let it go,” I hear . “I am you. You are me. We are one.” I then see her in my mind’s eye, as she was in physicality, pat me on the head before her energy dissipates.

Days later at the end of January 2023, the Magnavox display screen switches all by itself from AV2, which I use to watch DVDs to HDMI so I tap in to sense WOW’s energies once again. She speaks of completed karmic contracts in few words as I immediately get the download, knowing contracts are complete with everyone known as blood family and friends. “Have fun and add joy to life”, I hear, a repeated message that I continue to look forward to because these terms are experienced in totally different aspects by totally different states of consciousness. Having left the state of ignorance I am now seemingly alone physically. “Add more people to your life,” flashes into my mind and then “invites will come soon.” The following week I’m amazed to experience an explosion of people wanting to be Facebook friends, most of them appearing to posess higher states of awareness with large followings. Since at least 400 people dropped friendship over the past three years, it’s now a laborious process to approve friends, within two weeks I again achieve that 5K mark where no more are allowed but people can choose to follow posts.

While working on the new book near sunset on 2-15-2023, I hear a noise coming from the kitchen, as if something fell to the floor, and so I rise to investigate. Two plastic 32-ounce yogurt container lids sit on the floor. A strong sense permeates my brain, of WOW and knowing that right in this moment of now family releases her ashes, finally, more than seven years after her physical departure. These lids sat on top of yogurt containers stored behind a heavy sheet like material meant to keep dust from shelves. Obviously, to me, it took a bit of energy to levitate them off the lids just enough to move them beyond the barrier without disturbing the containers.

“Well, that was a really good trick,” I calmly voice to seemingly empty air. “I see you are using energy in more different ways to get my attention.”

“Feel my JOY, I’m FREE Momma!” fills brain cells as watch sun setting beyond the kitchen window. Upon closing both eyes I see an image much like a video, with WOW’s energy, now appearing as a very small wispy white trail weaving in, and out, and all around a circle of people I know are family and her best friend.

“Thanks for coming to include me,” I announce still feeling her JOY, just as I felt Momma’s and DAD’s upon their experience of leaving human form. Exquisite JOY moves me well beyond the thoughts of a human mother not even invited or alerted of the release. Clearly, we are all in our own world experiencing and expressing with like-minded people as humanity continues to move through the process of awakening.

By the way, the bridge image was one WOW posted on her Facebook page to remind family that she wanted her ashes spread from the Bahia Honda Bridge (holding years of fond family vacation memories), just as her brother’s were.

And that is a glimpse of what it’s like to be a multidimensional being. Many more instanes of 5D living are in Proficient Wisdom Scratching The Surface: Lightworker’s Log

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Key To Well-Being

Enjoy this excerpt from Proficient Wisdom Scratching The Surface: Lightworker’s Log


As many times before, the computer begins to act erratically, today just at the time when I think I’m done preparing a class, and done with what I refer to as ‘brain’ activities for the day. This time…

“Things are really a hotbed of drama now for all on earth, but let it not cause alarm as those with higher vibrations continue to dwell in their own serene world unaffected by what the masses seem to experience….

“… remain in the consciousness that gives you the joy, the health, the well-being you as a soul came to experience at its fullest extent….

“Care for yourself, as no other individual or entity will ever know what truly occurs within your own consciousness…. to the extent that meets their own purposes. Remember as things continue to erupt violently in the world that you alone are responsible for your own experience, so don’t become a victim in your own mind, but know you, at any point, can make a decision to improve life as you know it….

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After Death…Communications, WOW! By Sharon Ann Meyer.

After Death…Communications, WOW! holds after-death communications, messages for humanity, that seemed to come from my beloved daughter, Wendy Olivia Wright, who took her own life on 12/4/15. She relates many messages concerning suicide and transitions, soul evolution, spiritual growth, the earth game, and global transformation. Allow these words to comfort, inform and inspire you!

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Soul Evolution After Physical Death: Book Excerpt

As more and more people leave the planet due to physical death it remains vitally important to know that not only is there life after death (in yet another form or formless state), but that there’s no need to hang around in astral states of consciousness.

Enjoy this book excerpt from After Death Communications…WOW!

Soul Evolution After Physical Death

 

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NEVER Before!

Enjoy this Book Of One 🙂 Volume 6 Excerpt!
Never before in the history of humanity have we experienced the purging, clearing, cleansing and transmuting that occur constantly now. In this time of massive change, we are moving through states of awareness quicker than many can even begin to comprehend, and currently during a geomagnetic storm of intensity (G3) unmatched by any I’ve felt to date, we are all sensing this change in one way or another. Earth’s density is slowly and painstakingly dissipating as Cosmic energies continue to bombard us bringing up outdated ways of living of being.

For what seems as a ‘me’ in a physical body it has been a most arduous time, with this recircuiting period now lasting more than a week, of gross physical maladies, but thankfully uninterrupted, somewhat, by what seems as outside forces in the guise of other people. I have come to recognize the lack of family or personal relationships as gifts, contracts agreed to as souls, to allow this period of great unfolding.

Nothing is outside, it is all within waiting to unfold at the appropriate time, and for me, this process has continued at a rapid pace since Wendy’s suicide. As a human mother it is not pleasant to hear, “The last of your distractions have been removed,” but that is exactly what popped into my brain after her physical death. As she noted in her suicide note, “I am so sorry, but I will not be a burden on anyone…” and so as one of her many, many, very valid issues, she decided to leave the earth on her own terms. And it is only now, more than six years after her transition that I am able to face what I know that happened and piece together bits of what I didn’t know at the time of occurrence.

Wendy had a good job at a Fortune 500 company at which she was insured to the hilt, but after losing her job and the ability to pay for the medical, dental, life, short-term and long-term disability insurance, and the ability to fight for herself, she lost it all. In the blink of an eye, all the coverage and many, many doctors, which may not have even been aware of what each physician was prescribing were gone. HIPPA requirements made it impossible to fight for her. But even while she had the coverage it in no way assisted in her recovery but detrimentally exacerbated her physical, mental, and emotional health.

Sadly, the majority of her ills were caused by pharmaceutical drugs, from the pain killers such as Percocet and Vioxx that caused dead bowel — wrongly diagnosed as Crohn’s disease — to investigational drugs, the first of which, Lupron, caused massive migraines, tinnitus and gross delusions lasting for many months. As noted in her suicide note, “This was not just about the mess my life is in right now. It’s more about my physical and mental health deteriorating very quickly. The crohn’s diesease diagnosis was bad enough. There is no cure. They have already cut a portion of my bowel out. If I had continued to live, during the course of my future they would continue to chop it out piece by piece until I was shitting into a bag. Everything I eat, even drink, is painful. That is no way to live. It’s torture every hour of every day….”

“…I was given a shot of Lupron for my endometriosis which I was suffering from at the time. I was told that it was still in the testing phase but there were no known side effects at the time. That night, I suffered a horrible migraine. I took alleve and went to sleep. When I woke up the next morning, I had the tinnitus. After having numerous tests done, MRI, hearing tests, etc. they diagnosed me with just the tinnitus, nothing wrong with the brain.
I believe that shot of Lupron and the tinnitus that followed was an omen of things that are happening now. I have never in my life suffered from any mental illness of any kind. I believe that I have what is known as Lewy Body Dementia. These are the symptoms that I have been suffering from or have suffered from during the last 12 months. Beginning with balance issues during exercise and yoga. My left foot dragging and tripping myself when I am walking. Changes is thinking and reasoning. Confusion and alertness that varies from one moment to the next or day by day. VISUAL HALLUCINATIONS AND DELUSIONAL THINKING WHICH LASTED FOR 4 MONTHS!!”

The full prescribing Revised March 2020 information for LUPRON DEPOT notes, among many, many more adverse side effects: headache/migraine, depression/emotional lability, delusions, memory disorder, personality disorder, suicidal ideation and attempt, and Neuromuscular Disorder.

Of course, adverse side effects, particularly the migraines and delusions, resulted in even MORE misdiagnoses, MORE multiple, now mental hospitalizations, and more investigational drugs. The last injected investigational drug, INVEGA SUSTENNA, caused numerous conditions such as significant memory loss, neurological (her entire body shaking as in gross disruption making it difficult to function) and other disorders along with what she referred to as a two inch gap in her brain, stemming all creativity and genius expressed during earlier years of life. (By the time she agreed to this treatment suicide was already planned and she just agreed to be injected to get released from the mental hospital.)

The full prescribing Revised June 2017 information for INVEGA SUSTENNA notes, among many, many more adverse side effects: akathisia, extrapyramidal disorder, tardive dyskinesia, motor and sensory instability, impaired judgment, thinking or motor skills, psychotic disorder, schizophrenia, tremor, vertigo, skin and subcutaneous disorders, and headache. It is not approved for use in patients with dementia-related psychosis.

She lasted two days upon getting a new and better job. “…I forgot how to do the job. How to do math, set up a computer, make phone calls. All of these things overwhelmed me just thinking about doing them. The worst? The loss of my personality. The loss of my emotions. Nada. Nothing there, nobody is home anymore. I am a shell. A body. IN HELL EVERY MOMENT OF EVERY DAY AND NIGHT. There is no cure for what I have. Physically or mentally. It will only continue to get worse. I will continue to live in hell, torturous hell for the rest of my life. That is not life. That is not being alive. THAT IS NOT LIVING. I DO NOT WANT TO SUFFER ANYMORE. I DO NOT WANT TO LIVE ANYMORE. I WILL NOT BE A BURDEN ON MY FAMILY OR TO ANYONE. And the system can’t fix me. There is no cure…”

And yet, while doing everything she would allow me to do with or for her—which was much less than what I as a physical mom wanted to do—and through observing the changes as she lived with other family members, and after her transition, I knew it was not my charge to get distracted from my soul’s role and take on the medical industry, but to remain steadfast in creating, bringing in light and sharing breadcrumbs from a greater state of awareness, while maintaining the ability to see all states of awareness as soul experience and expression.

“…I can not live in continued suffering for any of you and it would be wrong and selfish of you to ask me to do that. Are you thinking this was selfish of me to take my own life? I believe it’s the most unselfish thing I could have done for all of you. Would you have liked to continue to watch me deteriorate? Who would have been taking care of me? That’s the point. I am suffering no more, I am sorry for the pain you will feel with my death. But everyone dies. I just chose to go on my own terms and peacefully. There is no better death then going to sleep and not waking up. That is the death you would wish on the people you love… I’m just sorry that I had to go before you all but I believe it is the right thing for all of us. They can only really diagnose brain disease during an autopsy so please, have them check me for it during mine. I am at peace with the decision I have made. I am ready, have been for a few months now…”

It is now clear that this is the time to come clean, to tell SOME of her tragic story. As humans we each are here to play a role during this dismantling of the old world systems. Please consider your unique role and be grateful for those that make that role possible to unfold the process of mass awakening for all humanity.

“…Again, I am sorry for the pain you must be feeling with my passing. But I am not sorry for no longer being alive. I had a great life! I worked hard, had a great family and good friends before this brain injury started taking my life away from me…. Please do not feel guilty, none of you. No one could have stopped me from ending my life when I chose to do so…. “

“This was my decision and it’s not because of depression. It’s because it will never get better for me. Only worse. My health, physical and mental is why I chose to do this. I felt no pain at the end. I was not afraid. I do not have second thoughts. I had a drink and went to sleep, that’s all. I love you all, be there for each other…But with my deteriorating mind, she would have been taking care of me. I love you all and I am sorry, but don’t mourn me long because I am free!”

Lest you think this is an odd occurrence, here is a report from yet someone else: …23 year old woman with an unknown neurological condition died ‘suddenly and unexpectedly’ in her sleep (memories of WOW!). The standing Committee on Health, Aged Care and Sport have been hearing from Australians who have felt neglected and ignored after seeking help for long Covid or adverse effects to the Covid jabs. The inquiry was told that Amy Segdwick died “suddenly and unexpectedly” in her sleep in April last year after she experienced negative side effects from the P vac . …. Amy noticed she had (what sounds as the same experience WOW had after expermental drugs injected) numbness in her feet and became unbalanced over the month in between vac cines. … had trouble standing and walking… (Bottom line: be careful in the world of seeking outside yourself for experts because side effects are regular and rampant.)

PLEASE be aware that EVERY synthetic substance has side effects and if you must take them at the very least get a full package insert (info up to only 2017) from the pharmacy to see what the side effects may be. AND, recall that energy flows where attention goes!

Speak up if you feel the need to do so, step up and be counted as making a positive difference in the world. EVERYTHING is now coming to the surface to be revealed and cleared…

And so with that being noted, and also revealing that when prompted to journal I NEVER end up writing about what I originally thought, I will outline what this physical body experienced during these last ten days so that anyone who follows this Path will know they are not alone. Keep in mind, we will continue to experience these periods of ‘bumping up’, never staying too long in any state of awareness, UNLESS we succumb to the sick-care system currently being dismantled.

DISCLAIMER: Follow your own source of comfort and wisdom seeking care from experts that do not exacerbate conditions.

Full Body Reset Signs: Keep in mind symptoms normally increase during increased geomagnetic activity, full moons, Equinoxes, Solstices, planetary alignments, etc. For me, they changed within a day or three (sometimes alleviated with herbs and supplements), except for the profound exhaustion…
Light Activation Symptoms are listed in the book.

 

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