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Physical Loss And Sorrow

Today’s blog share comes with the knowing that others will be assisted through the sharing of experience, the transition news of another family member, the first of five siblings, which came as expected hours after hearing it from a daughter who departed via suicide in 2015 (see https://samiamproductions.com/wp/never-before/). Having communication with what some would refer to as ‘dead people’ since a departed son’s transition in 2004, there was no reason to disregard the heads-up. This time the news came as a welcome relief, for being keenly aware of this beloved sister’s suffering who was constantly ‘cared for’ by the inept broken medical system, it is now wonderful to know she no longer suffers.

Mary Jane’s soul spark was dimmed beginning with the first prescription of mind-altering drugs causing diabetes, multiple prescriptions causing a lowered quality of life creating gross side effects including inability to eat with pleasure, surgeries that included the insertion of foreign objects in her heart and knees, and this last episode of kidney failure due to various prescriptions and injections.

Moving through the sorrow of losing a loved one can be prolonged when stuck in a closed mind set so it’s always wise to consider other points of view (see https://samiamproductions.com/wp/soul-choices-move-humanity-forward and https://samiamproductions.com/wp/soul-evolution-after-physical-death/ and https://samiamproductions.com/wp/harvest-wayshowers-come-forth/). Remember, everything is ENERGY that continue to change, and when it’s time to leave a physical form we are greeted and escorted by those loved in this and other lives just as Mary Jane was!

Of course living in a 5D state of consciousness, it also comes as no surprise that news of Mary’s transition came while I was repairing a book cover, which had been on my list to do for several weeks. And knowing there are no coincidences but synchronicities to be followed, I open the book to find its first offering pertinent to today’s news. Enjoy the following book excerpt “The Flame Of Sorrow” from: Tradition And Revolution by J. Krishnamurti:

We were walking in the open gardens near a huge hotel. There was a golden blue in the western sky and the noise of the buses, cars went by. There were young plants full of promise, watered daily. They were still building, creating the gardens and a bird was hovering in the sky, fluttering its wings rapidly before it plunged to the earth; and in the east, there was the nearing of the full moon. What was beautiful was none of these things but the vast emptiness that seemed to hold the earth. What was beautiful was the poor man with his head down, carrying a small bottle of oil.

Krishnamurti: What does sorrow mean in this country? How do the people in this country meet sorrow? Do they escape from sorrow through the explanation of karma? How does the mind in India operate when it meets sorrow? The Buddhist meets it in one way, the Christian in another way. How does the Hindu mind meet it? Does it resist sorrow, or escape from it? Or does the Hindu mind rationalize it?

Questioner P: Are there really many ways of meeting sorrow? Sorrow is pain – the pain of someone dying, the pain of separation. Is it possible to meet this pain in various ways?

Krishnamurti: There are various ways of escape but there is only one way of meeting sorrow. The escapes with which we are all familiar are really the ways of avoiding the greatness of sorrow. You see, we use explanations to meet sorrow but these explanations do not answer the question. The only way to meet sorrow is to be without any resistance, to be without any movement away from sorrow, outwardly or inwardly, to remain totally with sorrow, without wanting to go beyond it.

P: What is the nature of sorrow?

Krishnamurti: There is personal sorrow, the sorrow that comes with the loss of someone you love, the loneliness, the separation, the anxiety for the other. With death there is also the feeling that the other has ceased to be, and there was so much that he wanted to do. All this is personal sorrow. Then there is that man, ill-clad, dirty, with his head down; he is ignorant, ignorant not merely of book knowledge, but deeply, really ignorant. The feeling that one has for the man is not self-pity, nor is there an identification with that man; it is not that you are placed in a better position than he is and so you feel pity for him, but there is within one the sense of the timeless weight of sorrow in man. This sorrow has nothing personal about it. It exists.

P: While you have been speaking, the movement of sorrow has been operating within me. There is no immediate cause for this sorrow but it seems like a shadow, always with man. He lives, he loves, he forms attachments and everything ends. Whatever the truth of what you say, in this there is such an infinitude of sorrow. How is it to end? There appears to be no answer. The other day you said in sorrow is the whole movement of passion. What does it mean?

Krishnamurti: Is there a relationship between sorrow and passion? I wonder what sorrow is. Is there such a thing as sorrow without cause? We know the sorrow which is cause and effect. My son dies; in that is involved my identification with my son, my wanting him to be something which I am not, my seeking continuity through him; and when he dies all that is denied and I find myself completely emptied of all hope. In that there is self-pity, fear; in that there is pain which is the cause of sorrow. This is the lot of everyone. This is what we mean by sorrow.

Then also there is the sorrow of time, the sorrow of ignorance, not the ignorance of knowledge but the ignorance of one’s own destructive conditioning; the sorrow of not knowing oneself; the sorrow of not knowing the beauty that lies at the depth of one’s being and the going beyond. Do we see that when we escape from sorrow through various forms of explanation, we are really frittering away an extraordinary happening?

P: Then what does one do?

Krishnamurti: You have not answered my question, “Is there, a sorrow without cause and effect?” We know sorrow and the movement away from sorrow.

P: You have talked of sorrow free of cause and effect. Is there such a state?

Krishnamurti: Man has lived with sorrow from immemorial times. He has never known how to deal with it. So he has either worshipped it or run away from it. They are both the same movement. My mind does not do either, nor does it use sorrow as a means of awakening. Then what takes place?

P: All other things are the products of our senses. Sorrow is more than that. It is a movement of the heart.

Krishnamurti: I am asking you what is the relationship between sorrow and love.

P: They are both movements of the heart.

Krishnamurti: What is love and what is sorrow?

P: Both are movements of the heart, the one is identified as joy and the other as pain.

Krishnamurti: Is love pleasure? Would you say joy and pleasure are the same? Without understanding the nature of pleasure, there is no depth to joy. You cannot invite joy. Joy happens. The happening can be turned into pleasure.

When that pleasure is denied, there is the beginning of sorrow.

P: At one level it is so, but it is not so at another level.

Krishnamurti: As we said, joy is not a thing to be invited. It happens. Pleasure I can invite, pleasure I can pursue. If pleasure is love, then love can be cultivated.

P: We know pleasure is not love. Pleasure may be one manifestation of love but it is not love. Both sorrow and love emerge from the same source.

Krishnamurti: I asked what is the relationship between sorrow and love? Can there be love if there is sorrow – sorrow being all the things that we have talked about?

P: I would say “yes”.

Krishnamurti: In sorrow, there is a factor of separation, of fragmentation. Is there not a great deal of self-pity in sorrow? What is the relationship of all this to love? Has love dependency? Has love the quality of the “me” and the “you”?

P: But you talked of passion……

Krishnamurti: When there is no movement of escape from sorrow then love is. Passion is the flame of sorrow and that flame can only be awakened when there is no escape, no resistance. Which means what? – Which means, sorrow has in it no quality of division.

P: In that sense, is that state of sorrow any different from the state of love? Sorrow is pain. You say when in that pain there is no resistance, no movement away from pain, the flame of passion emerges. Strangely in the ancient texts, kama (love), agni (fire), and yama (death) are said to be the same; they are placed on the same level; they are all identical; they create, purify and destroy to create again. There has to be an ending.

Krishnamurti: You see, that is just it. What is the relationship of a mind which has understood sorrow and therefore the ending of sorrow? What is the quality of the mind that is no longer afraid of ending, which is death?

When energy is not dissipated through escape, then that energy becomes the flame of passion. Compassion means passion for all. Compassion is passion for all.
https://www.jkrishnamurti.org/content/dialogue-1-new-delhi-12th-december-1970-%E2%80%98-flame-sorrow%E2%80%99

More communications, and my experiences are documented throughout the “Lightworker’s Log Book Series”, especially in the “Author’s Experiences” section of each Book Of One 🙂 volume. Consider, and play your role with intention for the highest good of ALL.
This website, Lightworker’s Log and published books have been solely supported by the author since 2009. This mission has resulted in a gross disruption in living circumstances, but knowing the immense importance of these times the work continues, albeit while now living in what many may refer to as “the belly of the beast,” and yet protected and continually guided. If you value the information received please consider balancing receiving and giving with a cash or gift card donation sent via postal mail to: SAM, P.O. Box 39385, Fort Lauderdale, FL 33339-9385. P.S: Sandalwood Essential Oil is on my Manifestation List (formerly known as a “Wish List”)
I cannot stress enough the value of keeping an inspirational book in print at bedside! Consider boosting your vibrational rate with the Book of One 🙂 Series, which holds channeled messages, the Author’s Experiences of moving between frequencies/dimensions of reality, ascension tools, light ascension symptoms, affirmations, and conscious living tips. As of Summer 2022 the Book of One : – ) Series consists of 6 volumes.

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5D Living: Realities Shift and Blend

Waking from another reality before dawn, an exaggerated dream of time when DAD was four years old, and remembering the blend of what seems as this current reality, it seems prudent to open the window and see…is it really cooler than usual outside? Lo, and behold, it is once again much cooler than usual for a May 1st day, perhaps in the mid 60’s instead of mid 70’s, but as birds chirp in various places there’s a sense that all is well! And as intestinal distress continues, even knowing it is all what seems as my own reality, turning on the trusty laptop to document the experience seems in order…
Living in these strange times brings periods of blending realities, mainly experienced and recognized during sleeping hours. For instance, one may wake recalling past experiences blended with those of present day occurrences. These mainly happen during full moon periods when the Planet of Death is expelling fragments, morphing further into decay and greater evolution, spewing those fragments toward an earth that is more dense in physicality, attempting to continue the saga of restricted life, but that experience and expression has now reached its cumulation point. Humanity is now experiencing new ways of living and being as it awakens, as if from a deep, profound sleep, awakens to its full power and Divine Expression.
These times may be curious and spell-binding, and yet, they are totally necessary to move further up the spiral of remembrance, to claim full sovereignty as humans and to further, at a later point in time for some, to recognize the full expression of a human is as a multidimensional being, one who masters the environment constantly and effortlessly in true time.
These periods of multidimensional experience will continue to increase and one must eventually, if not now, recognize them for what they ultimately are, a period of time in a space designed to experience and express as a human being…
Switching channels….
Body shaking as the spin increases…
“We are the Galactic Federation of Light and we are here to explain the rules of coexisting on a planet that is being torn apart in many ways. Formless beings of Light continue to enter the planet earth bringing peace to all within these realms of deceit and chaos. This causes disruptions in plans of what may be referred to as soulless beings, those who have over massive periods of time and space lost their true core by repeatedly performing experiences and expressions not of Light nor Love. This time for humanity will last for a period beyond the current lifetime, for many have not yet recognized their truth: Oneness is for all and not for a few. The Oneness of which all derived continues, regardless of the propensities of those seeming to separate.
“We are aware of the distractions now continuing on earth and know the channel, and much more of humanity than ever before, will move through these distractions to achieve feats previously unheard of, by ignoring the distractions and continuing to play the unique human role chosen as souls.
“Let not these strange times of changing weather disturb, nor focus on negative aspects of what appears as a ‘world gone mad,’ but continue to focus on the purity and Oneness from which all things came. It is but for a short time that earth conditions will change yet again to a planet more suitable to those remaining upon it.
“We take our leave knowing the peace lies within each human to access at will.”
There is much happening that cannot be explained, nor ignored, so continue to focus on the BIGGER picture! Stay hydrated with good quality SPRING water, if you can get it, rest as needed, and eat wholesome organic foods. Consider, and play your role with intention for the highest good of ALL.
More communications, and my experiences are documented throughout the “Lightworker’s Log Book Series”, especially in the “Author’s Experiences” section of each Book Of One 🙂 volume.
This website, Lightworker’s Log and published books have been solely supported by the author since 2009. This mission has resulted in a gross disruption in living circumstances, but knowing the immense importance of these times the work continues, albeit while now living in what many may refer to as “the belly of the beast,” and yet protected and continually guided. If you value the information received please consider balancing receiving and giving with a cash or gift card donation sent via postal mail to: SAM, P.O. Box 39385, Fort Lauderdale, FL 33339-9385. P.S.: Sandalwood Essential Oil is on my Manifestation List (formerly known as a “Wish List”)
I cannot stress enough the value of keeping an inspirational book in print at bedside! Consider boosting your vibrational rate with the Book of One 🙂 Series, which holds channeled messages, the Author’s Experiences of moving between frequencies/dimensions of reality, ascension tools, light ascension symptoms, affirmations, and conscious living tips. As of Summer 2022 the Book of One : – ) Series consists of 6 volumes.

The paypal account has been closed but charge cards are accepted by New Leaf Distributing and amazon. Comments, questions and suggestions welcome at the Contact Page.

Keep in mind that ordering books from small distributors such as New Leaf Distributing or directly from authors stops the feeding of old world energies that steal from others to make money (Amazon cuts book prices to just above the cost of printing (without the author’s consent or knowledge) so authors get 25-cents per book sale, sometimes does not report sales, takes nearly 2/3 of book sale profits, giving authors only 1/3 when it does report sales, and pays authors 60-90 days after sales. They also do not share who purchased the book and therefore stop human interaction.)

ConfessiON

ConfessiON: It’s the what appear as ‘little’ things in life that keep me going, doing what I do, despite all the personal, local and global distractions. And today I got a doozy of a message as I mopped the hall. Upon hearing raps on the frosted bathroom window, I pulled the shower curtain aside thinking perhaps maintenance was trying to get my attention. The raps repeated and I saw something making them in the form of a fleeting blog so I opened the other window. Imagine my SUPRISE upon seeing TWO beautiful, yellow birds, perhaps yellow cardinals, sitting in the tree outside my window just looking at me! When I thanked them for coming they began to fly happily within the fig tree and I knew the message… We are as FREE as birds and we are always with you… ahhhh

YES! Love keeps us coming back to be with loved ones, but for some of us who are balancing on earth now we shall never be human again. We shall begin experience and expression in other spaces of the illusion in other forms or formless states. Pay attention to those raps, those whispers in the night and know you too are never alone!

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As of March 2021 the Lightworker’s Log Book Series consists of the 15 books noted below.

The End of My Soap Opera Life 🙂 Book One: Death of the Sun

Book Two: A Change in Perception

Lightworker’s Log 🙂 Transformation

Manifesting: Lightworker’s Log

Bits of Wisdom

Book of One 🙂 Volume 1

Book of One 🙂 Volume 2

Book of One 🙂 Volume 3

Book of One 🙂 Volume 4

Book of One 🙂 Volume 5

After Death Communications…WOW!

Earth Angels

Prayer Treatments: Lightworker’s Log

Adventures in Greece and Turkey

Return to Light: John of God Helps


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