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Causes and Manipulations

Enjoy this excerpt from Proficient Wisdom Scratching The Surface: Lightworker’s Log!

“The causes and manipulations of lower consciousness continue to be unprecedented upon and within Planet Earth, but let this not disrupt the inpouring of steady frequencies of higher consciousnesses from leveling the playing field within those ready to adhere to life-affirming principles.

“We, the Galactic Federation of Light, are here in consciousness to make it known to all who listen; these days shall not last as long as intended by manipulating forces, but shall be quelled, to great extent, with incoming Cosmic Forces meant to disrupt ill-conceived plans.

“The ….

“Disruptive plans are underway, have been underway and planned for eons of time…since all evolved in denser states with the ability to control. Hence, it is nigh time to remind humanity: the human expression was never meant to be disruptive, nor negative in any manner.

“We shall, as a group of consciousnesses having evolved upon earth, and other planets within the human solar system and beyond, continue to guide and support those on Planet Earth. We do not interfere with individual soul plans but do make a positive difference for the whole of humanity by stemming the effects of those few wishing to maintain power and control at the expense of the many.

“We are available to those ready to listen and be guided, but we caution those wishing to tap into higher frequencies; manipulation is blatant in lower frequencies and one can be clearly deceived when continuing to hold old ways of living upon an ever-changing planet.

“…Know the guidance is always there for the asking but the channel must be clear of disruptive energies to receive.”

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Unrelenting Cosmic Downloads

Enjoy these excerpts from Book Of One :-).
One is always best served by caring for the physical host as humanity continues to move through unrelenting Cosmic energies. While serving to release denser and time-worn energies, this assistance from higher aspects of our very own selves continues to help Mother Earth and all within and upon her to transmute, clear and cleanse, making way for lighter frequencies filled with much more of the Light from whence we derived.
Transmutation occurs as one recognizes the reasons for certain trials and tribulations. One can consciously let go of the old habit of clinging to victimhood, drama and pain with each recognition. Clearing and cleansing old ways of living within physicality then makes way for frequencies more suited to the New Earth on which all now reside.
We are expanding the possibilities through unseen forces as valleys of lows and highs extend throughout the ascension process.
Unrelenting Cosmic energies continue to enter earth and all upon and within her, changing vibrational frequencies. Human body frequencies change as these downloads occur and body cells split causing extreme heat. Many people experience subsequent periods of much cooler body temperatures. The body transmutes eons of mis-thought as these cells split to change our DNA. Vivid and wild clearing dreams occur when we are in this stage of transmuting mis-thought. Hydration is key, particularly at this time as the body clears on all levels. Extreme thirst upon waking clues one into this process as it occurs. Sleeping habits totally change and at some point as one intuitively moves with the flow there is no set time to wake or sleep. Remember, it is vital to not focus too much on these events but only to be aware of what occurs at any given time for all emotion and thought feeds the band of consciousness one experiences.
Blessings continue to stream into our planet and bodies during this greatest show on earth. You may notice them most prominently when fields collapse allowing us to sense these energies more clearly, as sleepless nights fill with great thirst and subsequent elimination, or not, depending on your very own ascension process. Stay hydrated and use the time to meditate or be creative.
Neutrality is the key best used to move through these vastly changing times. Remain neutral as this Ascension Roller Coaster Ride continues while more of humanity makes the choice to transition, for this ride is not for the faint of heart nor body, but a soul choice made before birth. Prepare to assist those that remain and continue to awaken. It is not for one to make attempts at changing another’s soul journey but merely to assist as asked and stand back while tumultuous times continue to unfold.
We consciously transmute concepts upon sensing reactions to what seems outside our Oneness, by recognizing it’s a blessing to alert us to change a stream of perception. One by one we let go until, finally, full realization and demonstration of innate powers occur in daily life. Remember, through chaos comes Peace, Harmony, and better ways of living.
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Physical Loss And Sorrow

Today’s blog share comes with the knowing that others will be assisted through the sharing of experience, the transition news of another family member, the first of five siblings, which came as expected hours after hearing it from a daughter who departed via suicide in 2015 (see https://samiamproductions.com/wp/never-before/). Having communication with what some would refer to as ‘dead people’ since a departed son’s transition in 2004, there was no reason to disregard the heads-up. This time the news came as a welcome relief, for being keenly aware of this beloved sister’s suffering who was constantly ‘cared for’ by the inept broken medical system, it is now wonderful to know she no longer suffers.

Mary Jane’s soul spark was dimmed beginning with the first prescription of mind-altering drugs causing diabetes, multiple prescriptions causing a lowered quality of life creating gross side effects including inability to eat with pleasure, surgeries that included the insertion of foreign objects in her heart and knees, and this last episode of kidney failure due to various prescriptions and injections.

Moving through the sorrow of losing a loved one can be prolonged when stuck in a closed mind set so it’s always wise to consider other points of view (see https://samiamproductions.com/wp/soul-choices-move-humanity-forward and https://samiamproductions.com/wp/soul-evolution-after-physical-death/ and https://samiamproductions.com/wp/harvest-wayshowers-come-forth/). Remember, everything is ENERGY that continue to change, and when it’s time to leave a physical form we are greeted and escorted by those loved in this and other lives just as Mary Jane was!

Of course living in a 5D state of consciousness, it also comes as no surprise that news of Mary’s transition came while I was repairing a book cover, which had been on my list to do for several weeks. And knowing there are no coincidences but synchronicities to be followed, I open the book to find its first offering pertinent to today’s news. Enjoy the following book excerpt “The Flame Of Sorrow” from: Tradition And Revolution by J. Krishnamurti:

We were walking in the open gardens near a huge hotel. There was a golden blue in the western sky and the noise of the buses, cars went by. There were young plants full of promise, watered daily. They were still building, creating the gardens and a bird was hovering in the sky, fluttering its wings rapidly before it plunged to the earth; and in the east, there was the nearing of the full moon. What was beautiful was none of these things but the vast emptiness that seemed to hold the earth. What was beautiful was the poor man with his head down, carrying a small bottle of oil.

Krishnamurti: What does sorrow mean in this country? How do the people in this country meet sorrow? Do they escape from sorrow through the explanation of karma? How does the mind in India operate when it meets sorrow? The Buddhist meets it in one way, the Christian in another way. How does the Hindu mind meet it? Does it resist sorrow, or escape from it? Or does the Hindu mind rationalize it?

Questioner P: Are there really many ways of meeting sorrow? Sorrow is pain – the pain of someone dying, the pain of separation. Is it possible to meet this pain in various ways?

Krishnamurti: There are various ways of escape but there is only one way of meeting sorrow. The escapes with which we are all familiar are really the ways of avoiding the greatness of sorrow. You see, we use explanations to meet sorrow but these explanations do not answer the question. The only way to meet sorrow is to be without any resistance, to be without any movement away from sorrow, outwardly or inwardly, to remain totally with sorrow, without wanting to go beyond it.

P: What is the nature of sorrow?

Krishnamurti: There is personal sorrow, the sorrow that comes with the loss of someone you love, the loneliness, the separation, the anxiety for the other. With death there is also the feeling that the other has ceased to be, and there was so much that he wanted to do. All this is personal sorrow. Then there is that man, ill-clad, dirty, with his head down; he is ignorant, ignorant not merely of book knowledge, but deeply, really ignorant. The feeling that one has for the man is not self-pity, nor is there an identification with that man; it is not that you are placed in a better position than he is and so you feel pity for him, but there is within one the sense of the timeless weight of sorrow in man. This sorrow has nothing personal about it. It exists.

P: While you have been speaking, the movement of sorrow has been operating within me. There is no immediate cause for this sorrow but it seems like a shadow, always with man. He lives, he loves, he forms attachments and everything ends. Whatever the truth of what you say, in this there is such an infinitude of sorrow. How is it to end? There appears to be no answer. The other day you said in sorrow is the whole movement of passion. What does it mean?

Krishnamurti: Is there a relationship between sorrow and passion? I wonder what sorrow is. Is there such a thing as sorrow without cause? We know the sorrow which is cause and effect. My son dies; in that is involved my identification with my son, my wanting him to be something which I am not, my seeking continuity through him; and when he dies all that is denied and I find myself completely emptied of all hope. In that there is self-pity, fear; in that there is pain which is the cause of sorrow. This is the lot of everyone. This is what we mean by sorrow.

Then also there is the sorrow of time, the sorrow of ignorance, not the ignorance of knowledge but the ignorance of one’s own destructive conditioning; the sorrow of not knowing oneself; the sorrow of not knowing the beauty that lies at the depth of one’s being and the going beyond. Do we see that when we escape from sorrow through various forms of explanation, we are really frittering away an extraordinary happening?

P: Then what does one do?

Krishnamurti: You have not answered my question, “Is there, a sorrow without cause and effect?” We know sorrow and the movement away from sorrow.

P: You have talked of sorrow free of cause and effect. Is there such a state?

Krishnamurti: Man has lived with sorrow from immemorial times. He has never known how to deal with it. So he has either worshipped it or run away from it. They are both the same movement. My mind does not do either, nor does it use sorrow as a means of awakening. Then what takes place?

P: All other things are the products of our senses. Sorrow is more than that. It is a movement of the heart.

Krishnamurti: I am asking you what is the relationship between sorrow and love.

P: They are both movements of the heart.

Krishnamurti: What is love and what is sorrow?

P: Both are movements of the heart, the one is identified as joy and the other as pain.

Krishnamurti: Is love pleasure? Would you say joy and pleasure are the same? Without understanding the nature of pleasure, there is no depth to joy. You cannot invite joy. Joy happens. The happening can be turned into pleasure.

When that pleasure is denied, there is the beginning of sorrow.

P: At one level it is so, but it is not so at another level.

Krishnamurti: As we said, joy is not a thing to be invited. It happens. Pleasure I can invite, pleasure I can pursue. If pleasure is love, then love can be cultivated.

P: We know pleasure is not love. Pleasure may be one manifestation of love but it is not love. Both sorrow and love emerge from the same source.

Krishnamurti: I asked what is the relationship between sorrow and love? Can there be love if there is sorrow – sorrow being all the things that we have talked about?

P: I would say “yes”.

Krishnamurti: In sorrow, there is a factor of separation, of fragmentation. Is there not a great deal of self-pity in sorrow? What is the relationship of all this to love? Has love dependency? Has love the quality of the “me” and the “you”?

P: But you talked of passion……

Krishnamurti: When there is no movement of escape from sorrow then love is. Passion is the flame of sorrow and that flame can only be awakened when there is no escape, no resistance. Which means what? – Which means, sorrow has in it no quality of division.

P: In that sense, is that state of sorrow any different from the state of love? Sorrow is pain. You say when in that pain there is no resistance, no movement away from pain, the flame of passion emerges. Strangely in the ancient texts, kama (love), agni (fire), and yama (death) are said to be the same; they are placed on the same level; they are all identical; they create, purify and destroy to create again. There has to be an ending.

Krishnamurti: You see, that is just it. What is the relationship of a mind which has understood sorrow and therefore the ending of sorrow? What is the quality of the mind that is no longer afraid of ending, which is death?

When energy is not dissipated through escape, then that energy becomes the flame of passion. Compassion means passion for all. Compassion is passion for all.
https://www.jkrishnamurti.org/content/dialogue-1-new-delhi-12th-december-1970-%E2%80%98-flame-sorrow%E2%80%99

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Many people are realizing that life on earth is not all it appears to be. As some people, Sharon Ann Meyer (aka SAM) became more aware of this fact upon the transition of her son. She was guided to publish a book about family power games four years later in 2008. Now guided to quickly assist humanity, as if on an unknown schedule, SAM then published a book every year for the next fifteen years. The “Lightworker’s Log Book Series” unfolds as SAM reveals each step of her way to spiritual awakening. Each book in the series relates multidimensional experiences coupled with increasing awareness of greater states of the reality in which humanity functions. This multi-dimensionality can be confusing if not clearly identified as such and is now being experienced by many people at increasing rates. Her thirteenth book “After Death Communications…WOW!” consists of channeled material seeming to come after her daughter’s chosen transition.

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Equinox Gateways Enlighten

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“Be it known on all levels of awareness, the Gateway Challenge of awareness beckons. This gateway allows for greater freedom of expression and experience for all upon and within Earth, for all upon, within, and freely floating within every realm of Consciousness within the one of all that is, and was, and ever shall be.

“As these days seem to darken upon the earth, greater aspects of Consciousness continue to pour into the atmosphere melding with all aspects of consciousness to create an atmosphere more in tune with the sovereignty of which all aspects of consciousness experienced and expressed upon first taking form to experience and express upon a new earth… Ascending Arc’s timeline, which has crossed, and continues to meld, with the current timeline of co-creation made possible…

“Know that in coming days … Clearly, the earth continues to ascend up the Ascending Arc, the spiral of awareness, cleansing, purging, and reconditioning the earth for itself and all upon and within her.

“Be aware that behind the scenes gross disruptions also occur within the consciousness of many within and upon the earth….

“Know that in coming days those not ready to ascend in the spiraling arc of Consciousness excluding negative aspects shall continue en mass to leave what appears as physicality leaving those in….

“We, the Sisters and Brothers of Light, a group aspect of the Consciousness within all that is, and was, and ever shall be, remain available to those ready to recognize this aspect of their very own Self.”

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5D Living: Walking Your Talk

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Clearly, the gap between what appears as physical reality worlds has never been more evident to people tapped into their personal and the Collective Soul Plan. Today’s experience was a true example of this anomaly and that’s why I’m sharing it to assist those on this particular path.

Never being one to blindly follow ‘rules’, there’s always a knowing of another way beyond the one many people take, and with this thought in mind, after a five-year gap, I decided to make an appointment to get eyeglasses replaced. This is after fleetingly delving into the Bates teachings, which clearly state that vision has nothing to do with the eyes but is a brain function, and the brain can be trained to see clearly without eyeglasses. As one diagnosed with three incurable conditions, along with multiple other medical issues, of course, all treatable with THIRTEEN pharmaceuticals, and HAVING RID THE BRAIN AND BODY OF ALL CONDITIONS AND PHARMACEUTICALS, I know the Bates method has value. But, at this point there’s only so much time to do the practices involved when one is not fully in the state of mind necessary to rid the brain again of illusory issues (for all here is ultimately illusion, but I have as a soul chose this physical experience and expression). And then there’s the fact that brain synapses change daily with help from unprecedented Cosmic activity, but that’s another ‘story’.

Anyways, upon phoning the eye doctor with my 16-year old 3G cell phone, I was informed that in order to make an appointment I had to enter the online portal to fill out all my information. As a 35-year old ‘patient’ of this privately owned facility, I noted that all my information was already known. But, again, I was told by this new employee that it needed to be put into the ‘online portal’ before making an appointment, making it easier for insurance purposes and to adhere to the new ‘rule’ (a ‘rule’ that came into effect during the so-called global pandemic).

The appointment was made, surely with the employee’s understanding that I’d be entered into the system in two days during my appointment. The cell phone, as usual, was turned off, until intuition led me to turn it back on the next day to find three text and three voice messages all from the eye doctor’s facility, and all asking for medical insurance confirmation. Of course, upon phoning the office and not having insurance that they took, I agreed to pay the costs out-of-pocket. Lucky me! The eye exam was on sale!

At the scheduled appointment time, again, the receptionist informed me that it was necessary to transfer all my information into the ‘online portal’ before the doctor would agree to see me. She tried to hand me what I’ve avoided since its availability, a commonly used i-pad.

“Ah Ha” my egotic brain noted, “the capture of eye and finger prints”!

A reminder of the shear outrage and frustration felt during one of my daughter’s medical appointments, where all information was entered into a computer, instead of written on paper as when I worked in the field, rose.

“No thank you,” I said, and proceeded to stand my ground. “I will not be in your “online portal system.”

“Well, the doctor won’t see you then,” the younger woman replied without blinking, but now becoming a bit confused. “Do you want me to cancel your appointment?”

Having reviewed the visit in my mind’s eye before it occurred, I knew all was well as the eye doctor then popped out of his office between patients to be informed by the receptionist. After learning that I had NO medical conditions and saw NO medical doctors, he conferred with his father, the owner of this facility who filled the eyeglass prescriptions. I was soon led into the exam room and treated with the utmost care and respect.

Upon securing the new eyeglass prescription, and, as usual, asking for the new lenses to be placed in my old eye glass frames, I again faced the facility with another ‘rule’ to break, that of recycling eye glass frames. The owner’s wife in this lovely family business appeared in a quandary, moving her attention from a toddler who insisted in engaging her in colorful puzzles to me. She finally spoke with her husband who literally left his usual enclosure filling prescriptions to take care of my needs.

I continued to be treated with the utmost care and respect, and when apologizing for changing their routine was told not to worry, all is well. On Wednesday I expect to pick up my new bifocals and prescription Ray Bans.

And that is how living a 5D life in a 3D world is done!

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Making Sense Of Today’s World

Absurd seems to best describe the world as I look around today, and making sense of it all, for what seems as a ‘me’, involves multidimensional concepts. This seeming physicality has experienced its share of meditation and trying to ignore world events, but this seems impossible as long as one needs shelter and food to survive. And so, moments of revelations from other people who now play their soul’s role are very much welcome. After watching the video below today’s world will become much more understandable, and, perhaps, cause thought about playing yet another evolutionary soul role.

Making Sense ~ Right-click on link below, choose “Save Link As” and share as guided!

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NEVER Before!

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Never before in the history of humanity have we experienced the purging, clearing, cleansing and transmuting that occur constantly now. In this time of massive change, we are moving through states of awareness quicker than many can even begin to comprehend, and currently during a geomagnetic storm of intensity (G3) unmatched by any I’ve felt to date, we are all sensing this change in one way or another. Earth’s density is slowly and painstakingly dissipating as Cosmic energies continue to bombard us bringing up outdated ways of living of being.

For what seems as a ‘me’ in a physical body it has been a most arduous time, with this recircuiting period now lasting more than a week, of gross physical maladies, but thankfully uninterrupted, somewhat, by what seems as outside forces in the guise of other people. I have come to recognize the lack of family or personal relationships as gifts, contracts agreed to as souls, to allow this period of great unfolding.

Nothing is outside, it is all within waiting to unfold at the appropriate time, and for me, this process has continued at a rapid pace since Wendy’s suicide. As a human mother it is not pleasant to hear, “The last of your distractions have been removed,” but that is exactly what popped into my brain after her physical death. As she noted in her suicide note, “I am so sorry, but I will not be a burden on anyone…” and so as one of her many, many, very valid issues, she decided to leave the earth on her own terms. And it is only now, more than six years after her transition that I am able to face what I know that happened and piece together bits of what I didn’t know at the time of occurrence.

Wendy had a good job at a Fortune 500 company at which she was insured to the hilt, but after losing her job and the ability to pay for the medical, dental, life, short-term and long-term disability insurance, and the ability to fight for herself, she lost it all. In the blink of an eye, all the coverage and many, many doctors, which may not have even been aware of what each physician was prescribing were gone. HIPPA requirements made it impossible to fight for her. But even while she had the coverage it in no way assisted in her recovery but detrimentally exacerbated her physical, mental, and emotional health.

Sadly, the majority of her ills were caused by pharmaceutical drugs, from the pain killers such as Percocet and Vioxx that caused dead bowel — wrongly diagnosed as Crohn’s disease — to investigational drugs, the first of which, Lupron, caused massive migraines, tinnitus and gross delusions lasting for many months. As noted in her suicide note, “This was not just about the mess my life is in right now. It’s more about my physical and mental health deteriorating very quickly. The crohn’s diesease diagnosis was bad enough. There is no cure. They have already cut a portion of my bowel out. If I had continued to live, during the course of my future they would continue to chop it out piece by piece until I was shitting into a bag. Everything I eat, even drink, is painful. That is no way to live. It’s torture every hour of every day….”

“…I was given a shot of Lupron for my endometriosis which I was suffering from at the time. I was told that it was still in the testing phase but there were no known side effects at the time. That night, I suffered a horrible migraine. I took alleve and went to sleep. When I woke up the next morning, I had the tinnitus. After having numerous tests done, MRI, hearing tests, etc. they diagnosed me with just the tinnitus, nothing wrong with the brain.
I believe that shot of Lupron and the tinnitus that followed was an omen of things that are happening now. I have never in my life suffered from any mental illness of any kind. I believe that I have what is known as Lewy Body Dementia. These are the symptoms that I have been suffering from or have suffered from during the last 12 months. Beginning with balance issues during exercise and yoga. My left foot dragging and tripping myself when I am walking. Changes is thinking and reasoning. Confusion and alertness that varies from one moment to the next or day by day. VISUAL HALLUCINATIONS AND DELUSIONAL THINKING WHICH LASTED FOR 4 MONTHS!!”

The full prescribing Revised March 2020 information for LUPRON DEPOT notes, among many, many more adverse side effects: headache/migraine, depression/emotional lability, delusions, memory disorder, personality disorder, suicidal ideation and attempt, and Neuromuscular Disorder.

Of course, adverse side effects, particularly the migraines and delusions, resulted in even MORE misdiagnoses, MORE multiple, now mental hospitalizations, and more investigational drugs. The last injected investigational drug, INVEGA SUSTENNA, caused numerous conditions such as significant memory loss, neurological (her entire body shaking as in gross disruption making it difficult to function) and other disorders along with what she referred to as a two inch gap in her brain, stemming all creativity and genius expressed during earlier years of life. (By the time she agreed to this treatment suicide was already planned and she just agreed to be injected to get released from the mental hospital.)

The full prescribing Revised June 2017 information for INVEGA SUSTENNA notes, among many, many more adverse side effects: akathisia, extrapyramidal disorder, tardive dyskinesia, motor and sensory instability, impaired judgment, thinking or motor skills, psychotic disorder, schizophrenia, tremor, vertigo, skin and subcutaneous disorders, and headache. It is not approved for use in patients with dementia-related psychosis.

She lasted two days upon getting a new and better job. “…I forgot how to do the job. How to do math, set up a computer, make phone calls. All of these things overwhelmed me just thinking about doing them. The worst? The loss of my personality. The loss of my emotions. Nada. Nothing there, nobody is home anymore. I am a shell. A body. IN HELL EVERY MOMENT OF EVERY DAY AND NIGHT. There is no cure for what I have. Physically or mentally. It will only continue to get worse. I will continue to live in hell, torturous hell for the rest of my life. That is not life. That is not being alive. THAT IS NOT LIVING. I DO NOT WANT TO SUFFER ANYMORE. I DO NOT WANT TO LIVE ANYMORE. I WILL NOT BE A BURDEN ON MY FAMILY OR TO ANYONE. And the system can’t fix me. There is no cure…”

And yet, while doing everything she would allow me to do with or for her—which was much less than what I as a physical mom wanted to do—and through observing the changes as she lived with other family members, and after her transition, I knew it was not my charge to get distracted from my soul’s role and take on the medical industry, but to remain steadfast in creating, bringing in light and sharing breadcrumbs from a greater state of awareness, while maintaining the ability to see all states of awareness as soul experience and expression.

“…I can not live in continued suffering for any of you and it would be wrong and selfish of you to ask me to do that. Are you thinking this was selfish of me to take my own life? I believe it’s the most unselfish thing I could have done for all of you. Would you have liked to continue to watch me deteriorate? Who would have been taking care of me? That’s the point. I am suffering no more, I am sorry for the pain you will feel with my death. But everyone dies. I just chose to go on my own terms and peacefully. There is no better death then going to sleep and not waking up. That is the death you would wish on the people you love… I’m just sorry that I had to go before you all but I believe it is the right thing for all of us. They can only really diagnose brain disease during an autopsy so please, have them check me for it during mine. I am at peace with the decision I have made. I am ready, have been for a few months now…”

It is now clear that this is the time to come clean, to tell SOME of her tragic story. As humans we each are here to play a role during this dismantling of the old world systems. Please consider your unique role and be grateful for those that make that role possible to unfold the process of mass awakening for all humanity.

“…Again, I am sorry for the pain you must be feeling with my passing. But I am not sorry for no longer being alive. I had a great life! I worked hard, had a great family and good friends before this brain injury started taking my life away from me…. Please do not feel guilty, none of you. No one could have stopped me from ending my life when I chose to do so…. “

“This was my decision and it’s not because of depression. It’s because it will never get better for me. Only worse. My health, physical and mental is why I chose to do this. I felt no pain at the end. I was not afraid. I do not have second thoughts. I had a drink and went to sleep, that’s all. I love you all, be there for each other…But with my deteriorating mind, she would have been taking care of me. I love you all and I am sorry, but don’t mourn me long because I am free!”

Lest you think this is an odd occurrence, here is a report from yet someone else: …23 year old woman with an unknown neurological condition died ‘suddenly and unexpectedly’ in her sleep (memories of WOW!). The standing Committee on Health, Aged Care and Sport have been hearing from Australians who have felt neglected and ignored after seeking help for long Covid or adverse effects to the Covid jabs. The inquiry was told that Amy Segdwick died “suddenly and unexpectedly” in her sleep in April last year after she experienced negative side effects from the P vac . …. Amy noticed she had (what sounds as the same experience WOW had after expermental drugs injected) numbness in her feet and became unbalanced over the month in between vac cines. … had trouble standing and walking… (Bottom line: be careful in the world of seeking outside yourself for experts because side effects are regular and rampant.)

PLEASE be aware that EVERY synthetic substance has side effects and if you must take them at the very least get a full package insert (info up to only 2017) from the pharmacy to see what the side effects may be. AND, recall that energy flows where attention goes!

Speak up if you feel the need to do so, step up and be counted as making a positive difference in the world. EVERYTHING is now coming to the surface to be revealed and cleared…

And so with that being noted, and also revealing that when prompted to journal I NEVER end up writing about what I originally thought, I will outline what this physical body experienced during these last ten days so that anyone who follows this Path will know they are not alone. Keep in mind, we will continue to experience these periods of ‘bumping up’, never staying too long in any state of awareness, UNLESS we succumb to the sick-care system currently being dismantled.

DISCLAIMER: Follow your own source of comfort and wisdom seeking care from experts that do not exacerbate conditions.

Full Body Reset Signs: Keep in mind symptoms normally increase during increased geomagnetic activity, full moons, Equinoxes, Solstices, planetary alignments, etc. For me, they changed within a day or three (sometimes alleviated with herbs and supplements), except for the profound exhaustion…
Light Activation Symptoms are listed in the book.

 

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Higher Frequencies Carry Responsibilities

Enjoy this Book Of One : – ) Volume 6 excerpt!

While holding a higher frequency of vibrational rate one chooses to also carry a responsibility of sharing that frequency, walking the talk, and radiating the Light of One throughout all space and time; for it is only in securing the safety, guarantee and cohesiveness of Oneness that one continues to travel within bounds of Love and Light.

As the earth show continues, it is always in the best interest for those of higher vibrations to stay securely in the frequency that holds the vibration of Oneness and Light, while also existing in an increased state of awareness to all that seems to occur. It is only in a state of increased awareness that one can continue to act within what seems as lower frequencies, without becoming part of those frequencies and therefore losing that higher frequency.

Remember, as humanity continues to move though the various states of awareness for all to eventually return to the Oneness it never really left, the value of radiating Light and Love consistency throughout the day and night is of the utmost importance at this time.

As all things continue to quickly move toward the next state of BEingness for humanity, continuing to hold the Light of One in the midst of what seems as turmoil, continuing to hold thoughts of Love and appreciation for the journey and continuing to ask for guidance only from the Higher Self is vital. Seek NOT outside your Self.

RA, Messenger of the Law of One, notes how one can achieve a higher vibrational frequency in the video below.

Individual Balancing

Living as a multidimensional being requires one to know and understand all sides of the ‘story’ and then to move beyond it. We each have a role to play and the time to express that role has never been more vital in hi’story’. Deborah Conrad, PA-C and Del Bigtree are playing their role very well!

Trenches Speak Out

 

Reliable Resources

The Innate Immune System
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Growth Through Loss

As global changes continue it’s always good to know they have a purpose in the Divine Plan. Enjoy this excerpt from After Death Communications…WOW.

 

Growth Through Loss


 

After Death…Communications, WOW!


After Death…Communications, WOW! By Sharon Ann Meyer.


Description: This life is a journey of awakening to humanity’s true nature and yes, for me, it includes what seems to be the loss of not one but both of my beloved children. My son left his physical form via a tragic motorcycle accident on I-95 in the wee hours of a Palm Sunday morning. The date was 4/4/04 and my journey of awakening to our true nature arrived as we then communicated. His sister’s graduation to life, on the other side of this veil we have become accustomed to living behind, spurred me further toward the Oneness consciousness of which we truly are.

After Death…Communications, WOW! is the thirteenth book in the “Lightworker’s Log Book Series.” It holds after-death communications, messages for humanity, that seemed to come from my beloved daughter, Wendy Olivia Wright, who took her own life on 12/4/15. She relates many messages concerning suicide and transitions, soul evolution, spiritual growth, the earth game, and global transformation. Allow these words to comfort, inform and inspire you!

About the Author: Sharon Ann Meyer (SAM), author of the “Lightworker’s Log Book Series,” is an ordained minister, channel of higher realms, teacher, founder of SAM I AM PROductions – assisting humanity to find the Divine Spark within, and administrator of the popular Internet resource Lightworker’s Log. Spreading Spirit’s message of Oneness throughout the globe, SAM is a wayshower helping others to learn the truth of being so humanity can return unique figments back to All That Is.

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Elite Few

Enjoy this excerpt from After Death Communications…WOW!

As most days, the task I sought to complete led to a completely different task, one of what may be referred to as assisting humanity. And so, today’s post is the result…

The Elite Few

“Let’s talk about public humiliation and defeat of the elite, shall we?

“Many people now know that things have been manipulated by the elite few who think they are in control of the game on earth. To them this is more than a game. It is a time to gain more prosperity at the expense of others, a time to defeat what they believe to be enemies and a time to let go of anything that reeks of Love or Oneness. Some of these humans know they are souls and have garnered attention in this manner before. Some of these humans even know it is a game between the Light and the dark, so to speak, the evil and the good, the right and the wrong, if you will.

“And yet, some of these humans are beginning to tire of the earth game and know they too can have a different experience. Some of them even long for the experience of love and affection. Some of them long for the Oneness they have avoided for eons of time. And it is these individual humans that will blow open the game, turn the tables on their comrades, if you will.

“Look for this in coming months, as those humans who are tired of separation now give up control to help those humans hopelessly lost in the game of dark and Light.

“…to distract anyone from the experience their soul chose to have this time around on the wheel of earth life….just know all you in human form, the game is ending and it is up to you to take care and follow your own intuition…”

Full message to humanity in After Death Communications…WOW!

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