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Gifts In Everything!

There are gifts in everything that occurs and we need only change our perception to recognize them!  Click Here to Enjoy this excerpt from After Death Communications…WOW!
Remember, it is humanity’s ability to love that breaks through the veil of deceit experienced while on the earth realm!
Incoming frequencies continue to make communication from other frequencies possible! Click here to read a book excerpt about this from Book Of One 🙂
After Death…Communications, WOW!

Description: This life is a journey of awakening to humanity’s true nature and yes, for me, it includes what seems to be the loss of not one but both of my beloved children. My son left his physical form via a tragic motorcycle accident on I-95 in the wee hours of a Palm Sunday morning. The date was 4/4/04 and my journey of awakening to our true nature arrived as we then communicated. His sister’s graduation to life, on the other side of this veil we have become accustomed to living behind, spurred me further toward the Oneness consciousness of which we truly are.

After Death…Communications, WOW! is the thirteenth book in the “Lightworker’s Log Book Series.” It holds after-death communications, messages for humanity, that seemed to come from my beloved daughter, Wendy Olivia Wright, who took her own life on 12/4/15. She relates many messages concerning suicide and transitions, soul evolution, spiritual growth, the earth game, and global transformation. Allow these words to comfort, inform and inspire you!

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Physical Loss And Sorrow

Today’s blog share comes with the knowing that others will be assisted through the sharing of experience, the transition news of another family member, the first of five siblings, which came as expected hours after hearing it from a daughter who departed via suicide in 2015 (see https://samiamproductions.com/wp/never-before/). Having communication with what some would refer to as ‘dead people’ since a departed son’s transition in 2004, there was no reason to disregard the heads-up. This time the news came as a welcome relief, for being keenly aware of this beloved sister’s suffering who was constantly ‘cared for’ by the inept broken medical system, it is now wonderful to know she no longer suffers.

Mary Jane’s soul spark was dimmed beginning with the first prescription of mind-altering drugs causing diabetes, multiple prescriptions causing a lowered quality of life creating gross side effects including inability to eat with pleasure, surgeries that included the insertion of foreign objects in her heart and knees, and this last episode of kidney failure due to various prescriptions and injections.

Moving through the sorrow of losing a loved one can be prolonged when stuck in a closed mind set so it’s always wise to consider other points of view (see https://samiamproductions.com/wp/soul-choices-move-humanity-forward and https://samiamproductions.com/wp/soul-evolution-after-physical-death/ and https://samiamproductions.com/wp/harvest-wayshowers-come-forth/). Remember, everything is ENERGY that continue to change, and when it’s time to leave a physical form we are greeted and escorted by those loved in this and other lives just as Mary Jane was!

Of course living in a 5D state of consciousness, it also comes as no surprise that news of Mary’s transition came while I was repairing a book cover, which had been on my list to do for several weeks. And knowing there are no coincidences but synchronicities to be followed, I open the book to find its first offering pertinent to today’s news. Enjoy the following book excerpt “The Flame Of Sorrow” from: Tradition And Revolution by J. Krishnamurti:

We were walking in the open gardens near a huge hotel. There was a golden blue in the western sky and the noise of the buses, cars went by. There were young plants full of promise, watered daily. They were still building, creating the gardens and a bird was hovering in the sky, fluttering its wings rapidly before it plunged to the earth; and in the east, there was the nearing of the full moon. What was beautiful was none of these things but the vast emptiness that seemed to hold the earth. What was beautiful was the poor man with his head down, carrying a small bottle of oil.

Krishnamurti: What does sorrow mean in this country? How do the people in this country meet sorrow? Do they escape from sorrow through the explanation of karma? How does the mind in India operate when it meets sorrow? The Buddhist meets it in one way, the Christian in another way. How does the Hindu mind meet it? Does it resist sorrow, or escape from it? Or does the Hindu mind rationalize it?

Questioner P: Are there really many ways of meeting sorrow? Sorrow is pain – the pain of someone dying, the pain of separation. Is it possible to meet this pain in various ways?

Krishnamurti: There are various ways of escape but there is only one way of meeting sorrow. The escapes with which we are all familiar are really the ways of avoiding the greatness of sorrow. You see, we use explanations to meet sorrow but these explanations do not answer the question. The only way to meet sorrow is to be without any resistance, to be without any movement away from sorrow, outwardly or inwardly, to remain totally with sorrow, without wanting to go beyond it.

P: What is the nature of sorrow?

Krishnamurti: There is personal sorrow, the sorrow that comes with the loss of someone you love, the loneliness, the separation, the anxiety for the other. With death there is also the feeling that the other has ceased to be, and there was so much that he wanted to do. All this is personal sorrow. Then there is that man, ill-clad, dirty, with his head down; he is ignorant, ignorant not merely of book knowledge, but deeply, really ignorant. The feeling that one has for the man is not self-pity, nor is there an identification with that man; it is not that you are placed in a better position than he is and so you feel pity for him, but there is within one the sense of the timeless weight of sorrow in man. This sorrow has nothing personal about it. It exists.

P: While you have been speaking, the movement of sorrow has been operating within me. There is no immediate cause for this sorrow but it seems like a shadow, always with man. He lives, he loves, he forms attachments and everything ends. Whatever the truth of what you say, in this there is such an infinitude of sorrow. How is it to end? There appears to be no answer. The other day you said in sorrow is the whole movement of passion. What does it mean?

Krishnamurti: Is there a relationship between sorrow and passion? I wonder what sorrow is. Is there such a thing as sorrow without cause? We know the sorrow which is cause and effect. My son dies; in that is involved my identification with my son, my wanting him to be something which I am not, my seeking continuity through him; and when he dies all that is denied and I find myself completely emptied of all hope. In that there is self-pity, fear; in that there is pain which is the cause of sorrow. This is the lot of everyone. This is what we mean by sorrow.

Then also there is the sorrow of time, the sorrow of ignorance, not the ignorance of knowledge but the ignorance of one’s own destructive conditioning; the sorrow of not knowing oneself; the sorrow of not knowing the beauty that lies at the depth of one’s being and the going beyond. Do we see that when we escape from sorrow through various forms of explanation, we are really frittering away an extraordinary happening?

P: Then what does one do?

Krishnamurti: You have not answered my question, “Is there, a sorrow without cause and effect?” We know sorrow and the movement away from sorrow.

P: You have talked of sorrow free of cause and effect. Is there such a state?

Krishnamurti: Man has lived with sorrow from immemorial times. He has never known how to deal with it. So he has either worshipped it or run away from it. They are both the same movement. My mind does not do either, nor does it use sorrow as a means of awakening. Then what takes place?

P: All other things are the products of our senses. Sorrow is more than that. It is a movement of the heart.

Krishnamurti: I am asking you what is the relationship between sorrow and love.

P: They are both movements of the heart.

Krishnamurti: What is love and what is sorrow?

P: Both are movements of the heart, the one is identified as joy and the other as pain.

Krishnamurti: Is love pleasure? Would you say joy and pleasure are the same? Without understanding the nature of pleasure, there is no depth to joy. You cannot invite joy. Joy happens. The happening can be turned into pleasure.

When that pleasure is denied, there is the beginning of sorrow.

P: At one level it is so, but it is not so at another level.

Krishnamurti: As we said, joy is not a thing to be invited. It happens. Pleasure I can invite, pleasure I can pursue. If pleasure is love, then love can be cultivated.

P: We know pleasure is not love. Pleasure may be one manifestation of love but it is not love. Both sorrow and love emerge from the same source.

Krishnamurti: I asked what is the relationship between sorrow and love? Can there be love if there is sorrow – sorrow being all the things that we have talked about?

P: I would say “yes”.

Krishnamurti: In sorrow, there is a factor of separation, of fragmentation. Is there not a great deal of self-pity in sorrow? What is the relationship of all this to love? Has love dependency? Has love the quality of the “me” and the “you”?

P: But you talked of passion……

Krishnamurti: When there is no movement of escape from sorrow then love is. Passion is the flame of sorrow and that flame can only be awakened when there is no escape, no resistance. Which means what? – Which means, sorrow has in it no quality of division.

P: In that sense, is that state of sorrow any different from the state of love? Sorrow is pain. You say when in that pain there is no resistance, no movement away from pain, the flame of passion emerges. Strangely in the ancient texts, kama (love), agni (fire), and yama (death) are said to be the same; they are placed on the same level; they are all identical; they create, purify and destroy to create again. There has to be an ending.

Krishnamurti: You see, that is just it. What is the relationship of a mind which has understood sorrow and therefore the ending of sorrow? What is the quality of the mind that is no longer afraid of ending, which is death?

When energy is not dissipated through escape, then that energy becomes the flame of passion. Compassion means passion for all. Compassion is passion for all.
https://www.jkrishnamurti.org/content/dialogue-1-new-delhi-12th-december-1970-%E2%80%98-flame-sorrow%E2%80%99

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A Few Words About The “Lightworker’s Log Book Series”
Many people are realizing that life on earth is not all it appears to be. As some people, Sharon Ann Meyer (aka SAM) became more aware of this fact upon the transition of her son. She was guided to publish a book about family power games four years later in 2008. Now guided to quickly assist humanity, as if on an unknown schedule, SAM then published a book every year for the next fifteen years. The “Lightworker’s Log Book Series” unfolds as SAM reveals each step of her way to spiritual awakening. Each book in the series relates multidimensional experiences coupled with increasing awareness of greater states of the reality in which humanity functions. This multi-dimensionality can be confusing if not clearly identified as such and is now being experienced by many people at increasing rates. Her thirteenth book “After Death Communications…WOW!” consists of channeled material seeming to come after her daughter’s chosen transition.

The entire “Lightworker’s Log Book Series” assists those who are beginning to realize there is more to life than previously thought. The series offers verification, inspiration, and timely tips to help humanity move though the Matrix to FREEDOM from limitation. Later books in the series are more in tune with those already awakened and well on the path. As of October 2023, the “Lightworker’s Log Book Series” consists of 19 books.
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Lightworkers Log :-) Transformation

Lightworkers Log 🙂 Transformation


Lightworker’s Log 🙂 Transformation ~ Book 3 By SAM.

Lightworker’s Log Transformation!


Description: We are in the midst of awaking to the reality of our True Self. As this Great Shift continues to accelerate at an alarming rate, increasingly more people search for answers as to why the world is changing. Lightworker’s Log 🙂 Transformation continues wayshower SAM’s amazing journey of self-discovery, detailing ever-increasing awareness, as she slowly awakens to the beauty of humanity’s true nature. It documents psychic, metaphysical and spiritual experiences as she begins to awaken to the mission of a wayshower, leading her self and seeming to help lead humanity back to Oneness. Increasing synchronicities help SAM tap into an unseen world. Synchronicities and messages within this book flow quickly, like a tsunami from the Otherside, documenting a journey of ever-changing perception that blossoms into a pure state of grace, while studying The Science of Mind and A Course in Miracles.

SAM’s life transforms from experience filled with depression, desperation, illness, and limitation, to hope, tranquility, health, and joy as a better world begins to manifest. Increasing awareness of the power within helps to reshape life when SAM recognizes humanity as co-creators in physical form. Trusting spirit, she moves beyond ego and fears to finally end decades of prescription drug use. Her body begins to repair itself with the power of thought. New experiences reshape thoughts lifting her from the bonds of limitation. Self-mastery becomes a conscious goal, and as perception and beliefs change, experience creates a better reality.

Lightworker’s Log 🙂 Transformation illustrates the rising of Christ Consciousness, demonstrates the strength of mind over matter, offers insight to the unseen world that guides humanity, and suggests how to tap into All That Is. This book builds upon processing and concepts from the first two of the Lightworker’s Log Book Series and offers greater insights into the small self. Those who have not read the previous books in this series will still reap a great deal from this volume for it offers valuable insights to the largely unseen world. It also notes many messages that increasingly filled sleeping and waking hours.

Editorial Review: Lightworker’s Log 🙂 Transformation is an eloquently written memoir of three books in one volume. It holds numerous Spiritual Mind Prayer Treatments (as published in Prayer Treatments: Lightworker’s Log) and SAM’s amazing account of her first conscious experiences as a lightworker in Greece and Turkey (as published in Adventures in Greece and Turkey). It offers glimpses of the awakening process, inspiration, and ideas for going beyond our five senses to connect with the invisible reality that underlies physical form. In this deeply personal book, SAM taps into the unseen world of Spirit, surrenders to God, rises above life’s trials, and enters a world of freedom and wonder. Armed with valuable tools, SAM proves the strength of mind over matter. Her journey from victim consciousness and codependency, to self-mastery and freedom, leads to a better life when she discovers we are parts of God having a human experience.

Lightworker’s Log 🙂 Transformation expresses new ideas and shows it’s possible to break free of limiting thought to manifest anything through clear intention. It proves the strength of Mind over matter and contains a wealth of valuable insights to life on earth. The book holds: tools for self-mastery; help with day to day issues; 15 illustrations; note’s; insights to the world of Spirit; useful advice on the value of Science of Mind; valuable structured prayers; and a taste of Greece and Turkey.

This book increases awareness of the True Self within. An elegantly written memoir, it shows how one can leave behind old concepts, old beliefs, to refresh the body back to wholeness and health and to create a better world filled with unexpected wonder. As you peruse the pages, read between the lines to incorporate the hidden energies within, which allow you to move further along the path of Oneness. As these days on earth quickly unfold we shall all follow this path back to the truth of our Source.

Reviews:

Carol Shrimp ~ “Thank you Sam. Lightworker’s Log 🙂 Transformation has helped me to find inner peace with my spirit. This book talks about Light, Love & oneness. The key to healing and inner peace is unconditional love.”

Martha P. ~ “SAM’s book Lightworker’s Log 🙂 Transformation has been a blessing to me. Having a son transition in 2004, the same year as SAM’s son Daniel, I have been looking for answers as to where we go and why we are here. Lightworker’s Log 🙂 Transformation has given me the answers I was seeking. SAM is guided from the Otherside to a new awakening and meaning in life. You will be transformed also as you read about the miracles that occur in SAM’s life.”

Ayisha North ~ “My favorite book, read many times and something new comes through each time.”

Maryann Mancini ~ “A few years ago, I received a package in the mail. I opened it and it was your book Lightworker’s Log Transformation. I had also received an email notification that I had won the book in a contest. A contest I never entered and knew nothing about. I’m a big believer in signs and synchronicity and I took the book as a sign that I was being guided to read this book.

“The words in your book held so much meaning for me in my life. Your book also turned me onto the Science of Mind teachings. Prior to receiving your book, I had found a Science of Mind magazine in the doctors office where I had taken my mother for one of her appointments. I enjoyed it very much and when I received your book and it mentioned SOM I connected the dots that I needed to investigate it further. I got a few books and subscribed to the magazine….”

“I just want you to know receiving that book in the mail changed my life. I’d never received anything cool like that in the mail before. Your book sent me on a wonderful journey which I am still on. Thank your for standing in your truth even when it would have been easier to give up. Your strength inspires me. Your book gives me hope and reaffirms my belief in divine guidance and synchronicities. I’m very grateful that somehow I won that book in a contest I never entered. Thank YOU!! “

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Support your Self or a loved one by purchasing an inspiring bedside companion. Many multidimensional experiences are documented throughout the “Lightworker’s Log Book Series”.

Many people are realizing that life on earth is not all it appears to be. As some people, Sharon Ann Meyer (aka SAM) became more aware of this fact upon the transition of her son. She was guided to publish a book about family power games four years later in 2008. Now guided to quickly assist humanity, as if on an unknown schedule, SAM then published a book every year for the next fifteen years. The “Lightworker’s Log Book Series” unfolds as SAM reveals each step of her way to spiritual awakening. Each book in the series relates multidimensional experiences coupled with increasing awareness of greater states of the reality in which humanity functions. This multi-dimensionality can be confusing if not clearly identified as such and is now being experienced by many people at increasing rates. Her thirteenth book “After Death Communications…WOW!” consists of channeled material seeming to come after her daughter’s chosen transition.

The entire “Lightworker’s Log Book Series” assists those who are beginning to realize there is more to life than previously thought. The series offers verification, inspiration, and timely tips to help humanity move though the Matrix to FREEDOM from limitation. Later books in the series are more in tune with those already awakened and well on the path. As of October 2023, the “Lightworker’s Log Book Series” consists of 18 books.

The End Of My Soap Opera Life :-) Book One: Death Of The Sun

The End Of My Soap Opera Life 🙂 Book One: Death Of The Sun


Death Of The Sun ~ Book 1 By SAM.

The End of my Soap Opera Life: Death of the Sun


Description: Death Of The Sun is the first book in the “Lightworker’s Log Book Series,” the beginning of a lightworker’s journey to Christ Consciousness, through loss of a child, limitation and separation. It documents odd occurrences after physical death, relates a bereaved mother’s struggles, joys and resulting growth, and is about waking from the dream referred to as life on earth. This book relates real life situations of death, illness, and separation, looking at them from different perspectives such as those in A Course in Miracles, Disappearance of the Universe, and Emmanuel’s Book. It holds information about life after death, power games and family interactions, and offers practical advice on how to deal with life in general. This book is the beginning of a Lightworker’s saga to bear the Light of Oneness.

Editorial Review:Death Of The Sun is the perfect book for those searching for meaning while dealing with explosive family interactions, death and illness. Readers learn of new ways to deal with grief and family interactions to help them raise their vibrational rate and take life to greater levels of awareness. This book is the perfect read for those still experiencing family dramas, grief through loss of loved ones, and illness. Learn new practical ways to deal with ongoing dramas while reading of the saga of a beginning lightworker to bear the Light of One.”

About the Author: SAM’s compelling journey of rising from the Detroit projects to living on her own at fifteen led to the realization that there must be more to life. A near-death experience at age sixteen helped to spur interest in the unseen world. Since that time, SAM has aggressively searched for answers to questions asked throughout the ages. The awareness that we are spirits, in human form having a physical experience, came after her son’s transition on April 4, 2004. Her quest for self-mastery began in 2005 when his essence led her through the doors of an establishment teaching the Science of Mind. SAM’s inspiring life demonstrates the strength of Mind over matter. It’s a story of progression from desperation to hope, poverty to riches, limitation to freedom, and fear to Love.

SAM turned her back on traditional medicine after decades of illness and multiple surgeries. Using Eastern medicine, and the teachings of Ernest Holmes, she successfully rid herself of many maladies.

SAM’s life experience covers a wide range of titles from founder of HIV ReSources to founder of SAM I AM PROductions. Involved in the nutritional aspects of hiv/aids care from 1988 to 2008, she is a strong advocate of human rights and nutritional services. SAM served the public and private sector by volunteering in a variety of Federal, State and County positions. She authored and co-authored numerous articles on nutrition and hiv/aids, was the Nutrition Editor for NUMEDX HIV and NUMEDX Hepatitis, and co-authored HIV Medications Food Interactions (And So Much More).

SAM’s “Lightworkers Log Book Series” is a personal account highlighting the process of one Lightworkers awakening. It begins with The End Of My Soap Opera Life 🙂 Book One: Death Of The Sun and, as of June 2020, extends to Book Of One 🙂 Volume 5. SAM is an ordained minister, channel of higher realms, teacher, and administrator of the popular Internet resource, Lightworker’s Log. Spreading Spirits message of Oneness throughout the globe, SAM is a wayshower helping others to learn the truth of BEing so humanity can return unique figments back to All That Is.

Reviews:  “I am reading your book right now. Stories are what always give me hope. When I read about how someone overcomes the issues in their life and uses them as stepping stones to Christ consciousness, it inspires me. Thank you for sharing! Honesty and openness are two virtues I love!” Glenda F.

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