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Controlling Ones Own Destiny

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Enjoy this excerpt from the Book Of One 🙂 Lightworker’s Log Series, which includes most of the Author’s Notes.

Waking words: “Those that control writing control destiny,” rouse me to turn on the bedside recorder to tap into another state of consciousness.

“Controlling ones own destiny is as easy as remaining free of outside interference or forces seeking to push an obtrusive, controlling agenda upon others. Those ready to control their own destiny must be aware that forces seeming to be outside their self, are yet part of the various bodies of consciousness, i.e., the lower ego, which seeks to continue and play the earth game upon an earth that seems filled with destructive forces of Nature.

“Controlling ones own destiny is easily accomplished when leaning toward the organic side of living, when setting aside the beliefs and powers outside ones self to believe in the innate wisdom held securely within ones own consciousness. Controlling ones own destiny secures a future much different than one in which the lower ego seeks to manipulate. By controlling ones own destiny moving up the Ascending Arc is steadily achieved. Controlling ones own destiny includes conscious awareness of what may be referred to as the Seven Keys of Manifestation. These seven keys are the basis of all manifested reality and it is only through conscious use of these keys that one can continue to manifest and control ones own destiny while seeming to live in a world filled with chaos, confusion, and woe.

“We leave you now knowing controlling ones own destiny is now being afforded to those with conscious awareness of the Power of the Force held within and not outside ones self.”

Now moving what seems as my consciousness back to the waking words…
“Those that control writing control destiny.”

In other words, systems can control the narrative for mass consciousness, i.e., with writing, documentation, rules, and regulations of systems such as government, education and health care. Manipulation of destiny can occur if people believe what is written, for often what is relayed holds an agenda of intention geared toward maintaining power and control by those seeming in systems of power.

And now I rise yet again to drink water and void amid what seems as ever present excess body heat during sleep. Lo, and behold now at 5:40 am I see that there’s a common, free, mass transportation vehicle waiting for someone to board, most likely to partake of yet another free so-called health care appointment…

Those that are self-sufficient control their own destiny. Assist yourself, for those unable to assist themselves become a puppet manipulated by strings of hidden agendas. REMEMBER, we all chose to come to earth particularly for this time of monumental change!

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5D Living: Walking Your Talk

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Enjoy this excerpt from Proficient Wisdom Scratching The Surface: Lightworker’s Log

Clearly, the gap between what appears as physical reality worlds has never been more evident to people tapped into their personal and the Collective Soul Plan. Today’s experience was a true example of this anomaly and that’s why I’m sharing it to assist those on this particular path.

Never being one to blindly follow ‘rules’, there’s always a knowing of another way beyond the one many people take, and with this thought in mind, after a five-year gap, I decided to make an appointment to get eyeglasses replaced. This is after fleetingly delving into the Bates teachings, which clearly state that vision has nothing to do with the eyes but is a brain function, and the brain can be trained to see clearly without eyeglasses. As one diagnosed with three incurable conditions, along with multiple other medical issues, of course, all treatable with THIRTEEN pharmaceuticals, and HAVING RID THE BRAIN AND BODY OF ALL CONDITIONS AND PHARMACEUTICALS, I know the Bates method has value. But, at this point there’s only so much time to do the practices involved when one is not fully in the state of mind necessary to rid the brain again of illusory issues (for all here is ultimately illusion, but I have as a soul chose this physical experience and expression). And then there’s the fact that brain synapses change daily with help from unprecedented Cosmic activity, but that’s another ‘story’.

Anyways, upon phoning the eye doctor with my 16-year old 3G cell phone, I was informed that in order to make an appointment I had to enter the online portal to fill out all my information. As a 35-year old ‘patient’ of this privately owned facility, I noted that all my information was already known. But, again, I was told by this new employee that it needed to be put into the ‘online portal’ before making an appointment, making it easier for insurance purposes and to adhere to the new ‘rule’ (a ‘rule’ that came into effect during the so-called global pandemic).

The appointment was made, surely with the employee’s understanding that I’d be entered into the system in two days during my appointment. The cell phone, as usual, was turned off, until intuition led me to turn it back on the next day to find three text and three voice messages all from the eye doctor’s facility, and all asking for medical insurance confirmation. Of course, upon phoning the office and not having insurance that they took, I agreed to pay the costs out-of-pocket. Lucky me! The eye exam was on sale!

At the scheduled appointment time, again, the receptionist informed me that it was necessary to transfer all my information into the ‘online portal’ before the doctor would agree to see me. She tried to hand me what I’ve avoided since its availability, a commonly used i-pad.

“Ah Ha” my egotic brain noted, “the capture of eye and finger prints”!

A reminder of the shear outrage and frustration felt during one of my daughter’s medical appointments, where all information was entered into a computer, instead of written on paper as when I worked in the field, rose.

“No thank you,” I said, and proceeded to stand my ground. “I will not be in your “online portal system.”

“Well, the doctor won’t see you then,” the younger woman replied without blinking, but now becoming a bit confused. “Do you want me to cancel your appointment?”

Having reviewed the visit in my mind’s eye before it occurred, I knew all was well as the eye doctor then popped out of his office between patients to be informed by the receptionist. After learning that I had NO medical conditions and saw NO medical doctors, he conferred with his father, the owner of this facility who filled the eyeglass prescriptions. I was soon led into the exam room and treated with the utmost care and respect.

Upon securing the new eyeglass prescription, and, as usual, asking for the new lenses to be placed in my old eye glass frames, I again faced the facility with another ‘rule’ to break, that of recycling eye glass frames. The owner’s wife in this lovely family business appeared in a quandary, moving her attention from a toddler who insisted in engaging her in colorful puzzles to me. She finally spoke with her husband who literally left his usual enclosure filling prescriptions to take care of my needs.

I continued to be treated with the utmost care and respect, and when apologizing for changing their routine was told not to worry, all is well. On Wednesday I expect to pick up my new bifocals and prescription Ray Bans.

And that is how living a 5D life in a 3D world is done!

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NEVER Before!

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Enjoy this Book Of One 🙂 Volume 6 Excerpt!
Never before in the history of humanity have we experienced the purging, clearing, cleansing and transmuting that occur constantly now. In this time of massive change, we are moving through states of awareness quicker than many can even begin to comprehend, and currently during a geomagnetic storm of intensity (G3) unmatched by any I’ve felt to date, we are all sensing this change in one way or another. Earth’s density is slowly and painstakingly dissipating as Cosmic energies continue to bombard us bringing up outdated ways of living of being.

For what seems as a ‘me’ in a physical body it has been a most arduous time, with this recircuiting period now lasting more than a week, of gross physical maladies, but thankfully uninterrupted, somewhat, by what seems as outside forces in the guise of other people. I have come to recognize the lack of family or personal relationships as gifts, contracts agreed to as souls, to allow this period of great unfolding.

Nothing is outside, it is all within waiting to unfold at the appropriate time, and for me, this process has continued at a rapid pace since Wendy’s suicide. As a human mother it is not pleasant to hear, “The last of your distractions have been removed,” but that is exactly what popped into my brain after her physical death. As she noted in her suicide note, “I am so sorry, but I will not be a burden on anyone…” and so as one of her many, many, very valid issues, she decided to leave the earth on her own terms. And it is only now, more than six years after her transition that I am able to face what I know that happened and piece together bits of what I didn’t know at the time of occurrence.

Wendy had a good job at a Fortune 500 company at which she was insured to the hilt, but after losing her job and the ability to pay for the medical, dental, life, short-term and long-term disability insurance, and the ability to fight for herself, she lost it all. In the blink of an eye, all the coverage and many, many doctors, which may not have even been aware of what each physician was prescribing were gone. HIPPA requirements made it impossible to fight for her. But even while she had the coverage it in no way assisted in her recovery but detrimentally exacerbated her physical, mental, and emotional health.

Sadly, the majority of her ills were caused by pharmaceutical drugs, from the pain killers such as Percocet and Vioxx that caused dead bowel — wrongly diagnosed as Crohn’s disease — to investigational drugs, the first of which, Lupron, caused massive migraines, tinnitus and gross delusions lasting for many months. As noted in her suicide note, “This was not just about the mess my life is in right now. It’s more about my physical and mental health deteriorating very quickly. The crohn’s diesease diagnosis was bad enough. There is no cure. They have already cut a portion of my bowel out. If I had continued to live, during the course of my future they would continue to chop it out piece by piece until I was shitting into a bag. Everything I eat, even drink, is painful. That is no way to live. It’s torture every hour of every day….”

“…I was given a shot of Lupron for my endometriosis which I was suffering from at the time. I was told that it was still in the testing phase but there were no known side effects at the time. That night, I suffered a horrible migraine. I took alleve and went to sleep. When I woke up the next morning, I had the tinnitus. After having numerous tests done, MRI, hearing tests, etc. they diagnosed me with just the tinnitus, nothing wrong with the brain.
I believe that shot of Lupron and the tinnitus that followed was an omen of things that are happening now. I have never in my life suffered from any mental illness of any kind. I believe that I have what is known as Lewy Body Dementia. These are the symptoms that I have been suffering from or have suffered from during the last 12 months. Beginning with balance issues during exercise and yoga. My left foot dragging and tripping myself when I am walking. Changes is thinking and reasoning. Confusion and alertness that varies from one moment to the next or day by day. VISUAL HALLUCINATIONS AND DELUSIONAL THINKING WHICH LASTED FOR 4 MONTHS!!”

The full prescribing Revised March 2020 information for LUPRON DEPOT notes, among many, many more adverse side effects: headache/migraine, depression/emotional lability, delusions, memory disorder, personality disorder, suicidal ideation and attempt, and Neuromuscular Disorder.

Of course, adverse side effects, particularly the migraines and delusions, resulted in even MORE misdiagnoses, MORE multiple, now mental hospitalizations, and more investigational drugs. The last injected investigational drug, INVEGA SUSTENNA, caused numerous conditions such as significant memory loss, neurological (her entire body shaking as in gross disruption making it difficult to function) and other disorders along with what she referred to as a two inch gap in her brain, stemming all creativity and genius expressed during earlier years of life. (By the time she agreed to this treatment suicide was already planned and she just agreed to be injected to get released from the mental hospital.)

The full prescribing Revised June 2017 information for INVEGA SUSTENNA notes, among many, many more adverse side effects: akathisia, extrapyramidal disorder, tardive dyskinesia, motor and sensory instability, impaired judgment, thinking or motor skills, psychotic disorder, schizophrenia, tremor, vertigo, skin and subcutaneous disorders, and headache. It is not approved for use in patients with dementia-related psychosis.

She lasted two days upon getting a new and better job. “…I forgot how to do the job. How to do math, set up a computer, make phone calls. All of these things overwhelmed me just thinking about doing them. The worst? The loss of my personality. The loss of my emotions. Nada. Nothing there, nobody is home anymore. I am a shell. A body. IN HELL EVERY MOMENT OF EVERY DAY AND NIGHT. There is no cure for what I have. Physically or mentally. It will only continue to get worse. I will continue to live in hell, torturous hell for the rest of my life. That is not life. That is not being alive. THAT IS NOT LIVING. I DO NOT WANT TO SUFFER ANYMORE. I DO NOT WANT TO LIVE ANYMORE. I WILL NOT BE A BURDEN ON MY FAMILY OR TO ANYONE. And the system can’t fix me. There is no cure…”

And yet, while doing everything she would allow me to do with or for her—which was much less than what I as a physical mom wanted to do—and through observing the changes as she lived with other family members, and after her transition, I knew it was not my charge to get distracted from my soul’s role and take on the medical industry, but to remain steadfast in creating, bringing in light and sharing breadcrumbs from a greater state of awareness, while maintaining the ability to see all states of awareness as soul experience and expression.

“…I can not live in continued suffering for any of you and it would be wrong and selfish of you to ask me to do that. Are you thinking this was selfish of me to take my own life? I believe it’s the most unselfish thing I could have done for all of you. Would you have liked to continue to watch me deteriorate? Who would have been taking care of me? That’s the point. I am suffering no more, I am sorry for the pain you will feel with my death. But everyone dies. I just chose to go on my own terms and peacefully. There is no better death then going to sleep and not waking up. That is the death you would wish on the people you love… I’m just sorry that I had to go before you all but I believe it is the right thing for all of us. They can only really diagnose brain disease during an autopsy so please, have them check me for it during mine. I am at peace with the decision I have made. I am ready, have been for a few months now…”

It is now clear that this is the time to come clean, to tell SOME of her tragic story. As humans we each are here to play a role during this dismantling of the old world systems. Please consider your unique role and be grateful for those that make that role possible to unfold the process of mass awakening for all humanity.

“…Again, I am sorry for the pain you must be feeling with my passing. But I am not sorry for no longer being alive. I had a great life! I worked hard, had a great family and good friends before this brain injury started taking my life away from me…. Please do not feel guilty, none of you. No one could have stopped me from ending my life when I chose to do so…. “

“This was my decision and it’s not because of depression. It’s because it will never get better for me. Only worse. My health, physical and mental is why I chose to do this. I felt no pain at the end. I was not afraid. I do not have second thoughts. I had a drink and went to sleep, that’s all. I love you all, be there for each other…But with my deteriorating mind, she would have been taking care of me. I love you all and I am sorry, but don’t mourn me long because I am free!”

Lest you think this is an odd occurrence, here is a report from yet someone else: …23 year old woman with an unknown neurological condition died ‘suddenly and unexpectedly’ in her sleep (memories of WOW!). The standing Committee on Health, Aged Care and Sport have been hearing from Australians who have felt neglected and ignored after seeking help for long Covid or adverse effects to the Covid jabs. The inquiry was told that Amy Segdwick died “suddenly and unexpectedly” in her sleep in April last year after she experienced negative side effects from the P vac . …. Amy noticed she had (what sounds as the same experience WOW had after expermental drugs injected) numbness in her feet and became unbalanced over the month in between vac cines. … had trouble standing and walking… (Bottom line: be careful in the world of seeking outside yourself for experts because side effects are regular and rampant.)

PLEASE be aware that EVERY synthetic substance has side effects and if you must take them at the very least get a full package insert (info up to only 2017) from the pharmacy to see what the side effects may be. AND, recall that energy flows where attention goes!

Speak up if you feel the need to do so, step up and be counted as making a positive difference in the world. EVERYTHING is now coming to the surface to be revealed and cleared…

And so with that being noted, and also revealing that when prompted to journal I NEVER end up writing about what I originally thought, I will outline what this physical body experienced during these last ten days so that anyone who follows this Path will know they are not alone. Keep in mind, we will continue to experience these periods of ‘bumping up’, never staying too long in any state of awareness, UNLESS we succumb to the sick-care system currently being dismantled.

DISCLAIMER: Follow your own source of comfort and wisdom seeking care from experts that do not exacerbate conditions.

Full Body Reset Signs: Keep in mind symptoms normally increase during increased geomagnetic activity, full moons, Equinoxes, Solstices, planetary alignments, etc. For me, they changed within a day or three (sometimes alleviated with herbs and supplements), except for the profound exhaustion…
Light Activation Symptoms are listed in the book.

 

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